The days go on after the sun !
Lately The days have been so long. I've been working my ass off just to pay the bills yet a lone have a few bucks to spare myself to go out and have a good time but now days...that's all changed ! I work late at night and I wake up in the morning. on another note I'm having some problems in my own head about this girl and my girlfriend.
I don't know why I get so pissed off when she hangs out with her. Jess: She's just a friend is what she says to me. a really good friend is what she is to me. Nothing more or nothing less ..she's a friend !! Me: I'm not saying she's a bad person, but when I sit down she leaves, when I come over it's time for her to go. Yet I stand in the window watch the 2 of you for a good 30 mins before I walked in and she walked out.....I can tell and I can see it in the look in her eyes, in the way she acts ....what's going on but I'm just wait'n for the walls to crack and when they do....I'll smile my bright smile because I know what's on her mind !
Maybe I'm wrong maybe I'm right...all I know is I'm not going to fight....it's not wroth it to me it's not wroth it to you ... all I could say is ..." I knew it was you "
I have a question and I hope anyone who reads this can answer it full heartedly and I hope you can try to put you self in my shoes.....
1) If your gf had a really good friend and you got a bad vibe from that friend when you had met her....and you gf had brought that up what would you do about it ??
2) How would you feel if your gf's friend and her hang out all the time but the second you show up she leaves ?
3) If your gf tells you nothings going on with this so called friend do you trust in her words or what is it you would do ?
PLEASE!!!! PLEASE !!!! help me out with these Questions !
Life is great when you haven't got a clue on what way is up and what way is down all you know is your fucking up as you write this down. You know they'll read it you know they'll feel it you know it's fucked up yet you still write it down..I hope you know I write this down with a frown...I hope you know I was looking up now I'm looking down .. I hope this note let's you know I'm fucking up as I write this down !
See ya !