ok, life in a nutshell

[fyrewol]

This is going to be very difficult get the point across. My head is so full of emotions (mostly good), but im just a clusterfuck of thought right now

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[rootgnome9]

You will be the best dad that she could have. She wouldn't of come into your life if both your lives couldn't be made better in some way by each others company. She's your daughter a special blend of your genes and lizz's genes to make a perfect little representation of the both of you. You will be the stars in the sky and the sand beneath her feet and you don't even have to try to to that. It is something that will come naturally. She was specially picked to come into your life if not she wouldn't be here and you would have some other baby in our home tonight. You need to worry more about taking care of yourself now. You want to be there for many many years of her life. You want to be able to see her to her first day of kindergarden and her first day of college, if that's what she wants. She will need you no matter how old she gets so you need to take better care of yourself no forgetting to eat anymore, no screwing your stomach up or any other part of yourself. She needs you alive and healthy. And all those emotions will sort

[fyrewol]

Time is a beautiful thing. I look forward to spending as much of it as I can with her, but unfortunatly im back to work tomorrow :-(

I cant afford to stay home. Im losing approximatly $80 cash per day that I miss. Bills have still gotta get paid and i have to make sure they do.

[rootgnome9]

It's not the time away that she will remember as much as the time you spend with her.

[fyrewol]

I know, but i need ot be there, I need to hold her. I need to see her beautiful face.

[geekblood]

don't worry about being a horrible father, as long as you're there for her.
my step-dad is a complete asshole and used to beat up on me, but i still love him.

[apocryypha]

yeah what faith said...
just being there makes all the difference.