ok, life in a nutshell
This is going to be very difficult get the point across. My head is so full of emotions (mostly good), but im just a clusterfuck of thought right now.
For those of you that dont know, My daughter was born August 8th, 2004 @ 9:23PM. She was born at 8lbs 0oz, and is 20 1/2 inches. picture can be seen here. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v290/Fyrewol1337/photo1.jpg
So now I have this amazing little person. I love her so much. I cant believe how amazing she is. The power of someone so tiny to make someone as large as me, crumble in tears like a sack of potatoes is unbeleivable.
So there are 3 prominent emotions right now.
1) An incredible love and vow of protection to my beautiful daughter
2) A stronger and deeper bond of love and respect for my wonderful wife
3) An ever growing sorrow for the loss of my parents
So I am in a constant mental struggle between happiness, concern, and almost depression, but Im ok. My little Sally and my wifey will get me through this. There is one other thing that is fairly prominent..
I worry that I wont be good enough. I worry that I am not gonna be the best dad she could have. I know I am going to try my damned best, but I still worry. I also worry that through all this worrying, forgetting to eat has screwed up my stomach, but im getting better already. Well i must check on Liz and Sally, they are sleeping in the other room.. SO CUTE!! well lots of love to all.. bye
For those of you that dont know, My daughter was born August 8th, 2004 @ 9:23PM. She was born at 8lbs 0oz, and is 20 1/2 inches. picture can be seen here. http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v290/Fyrewol1337/photo1.jpg
So now I have this amazing little person. I love her so much. I cant believe how amazing she is. The power of someone so tiny to make someone as large as me, crumble in tears like a sack of potatoes is unbeleivable.
So there are 3 prominent emotions right now.
1) An incredible love and vow of protection to my beautiful daughter
2) A stronger and deeper bond of love and respect for my wonderful wife
3) An ever growing sorrow for the loss of my parents
So I am in a constant mental struggle between happiness, concern, and almost depression, but Im ok. My little Sally and my wifey will get me through this. There is one other thing that is fairly prominent..
I worry that I wont be good enough. I worry that I am not gonna be the best dad she could have. I know I am going to try my damned best, but I still worry. I also worry that through all this worrying, forgetting to eat has screwed up my stomach, but im getting better already. Well i must check on Liz and Sally, they are sleeping in the other room.. SO CUTE!! well lots of love to all.. bye