Nov 14, 2004 12:27
Heyy everyone im back, not even an hour later lol i jus wanted to update again.. i jus read my entire journal.. and i thot about erasin the entrys about Johnny or Shane or Fletcher or anyone else that is soo over..then as i started to change stuff i realized if i erased them..i wouldnt really have a journal..and when i look back on 20 years i will have fake memories..and i didnt want to do that..so i didnt..and now i feel all weird...maybe jus because im alone and vulnarable..i cant spell.. the funniest thing happened yesterday..i found my mic for the computer and i must admit i almost cried.. but instead i laughed..i mean it IS funny and pathetic i guess. mostly funny. but w/e im gonna go now and reflect.
~Lauren