I have been neglecting my journal...im a bad little bekka
well, monday i started at SRMI...its actually really cool there. i love it. on my first night at SRMI, i met Sixx's friend, Sean, and it was brought up *i forget how* that i was single. and lonely. and rather depressed about the issue and i would appreciate it if they didnt bring it up again. or something like that. and Sean said "i'll talk to my boy, he's looking for a girlfriend" i figured 'why the hell not?' so i said to give his friend a call. well, the friend wasnt home. so on the bus i gave Sean my number, he called his friend (who known by Josh at this point) and said something along the lines of "call this girl!"
Josh called me, we talked for an hour and a half. we clicked within the first ten words that were exchanged. he has called me twice a day since...except today. he didnt call me at all...im worried.
last night he found out that i was bi, i wanted Sean to just question him about to test the water, but i guess Sean just said "yeah...Bekka likes girls too. and she thinks you call too much. and she doesnt like it that you think shes your girlfriend" ok...he was calling alot, and i dont have that much to say...but once a day would fine! i can talk to someone once a day!! and we had only known each other for two days, and only over the phone, so yeah, i thought labelling our relationship as a 'bf/gf relationship' was a alittle sudden.
but i still REALLY like him...alot. and he ADORES me...last time i checked...he may loathe me right now...i dont know...
*sigh* this entire entry is going to piss Sixx off to no end...
other than that SRMI is great, classes are easy...and i'll be done with high school by May and i'll have a diploma in my hand to show for it.
Josh called me, we talked for an hour and a half. we clicked within the first ten words that were exchanged. he has called me twice a day since...except today. he didnt call me at all...im worried.
last night he found out that i was bi, i wanted Sean to just question him about to test the water, but i guess Sean just said "yeah...Bekka likes girls too. and she thinks you call too much. and she doesnt like it that you think shes your girlfriend" ok...he was calling alot, and i dont have that much to say...but once a day would fine! i can talk to someone once a day!! and we had only known each other for two days, and only over the phone, so yeah, i thought labelling our relationship as a 'bf/gf relationship' was a alittle sudden.
but i still REALLY like him...alot. and he ADORES me...last time i checked...he may loathe me right now...i dont know...
*sigh* this entire entry is going to piss Sixx off to no end...
other than that SRMI is great, classes are easy...and i'll be done with high school by May and i'll have a diploma in my hand to show for it.