He Knew
Title:He Knew(oneshot)
Pairings: Akame, Kameda, Jinda
Rating:NC-17
Summary: Ueda always knew what nobody else did. He always knew about Jin's feelings for Kame and how it saddened him that Kame didn't feel the same for him.
He Knew
Ueda Tatsuya saw it all. He dwelt quietly in the shadows and became the silent observer of the group. People often forgot he was there or figured he wasn't paying attention, so they tended to let slip a few more of their secrets than they had intended. That was how he was the first to find out about Taguchi's new girlfriend and Nakamaru's new puppy. He was also the first know about Koki's close friend in the hospital, and the first to notice when Jin's feelings for Kame grew to be more than friendship. He also became the only one to know about Kamenashi's feelings, not for Jin, but for Tatsuya himself.
Tatsuya could plainly recognize the feelings behind each action and glance. How Kame would always sit a bit too closely to him and touch him more than necessary when given the chance. How Kame seemed to know more about Tatsuya than Tatsuya himself. He also saw how Jin would always cast sad glances in their direction when ever Kame showed a bit too much affection for Ueda, and how Tatsuya's own heart would clench in pain every time he saw those sad looks on Akanishi's face.
All Ueda ever wanted was to see his secret love happy, but he knew that would never happen as long as Kamenashi kept stalking and clinging to him like he did at that point. So, he came up with a plan. A plan to make everybody as happy as they were likely to get. And it all started by inviting Kame over to his house one night.
***
They sat on the couch together in silence. Kamenashi with a big smile on his face sitting closer to Ueda than was generally socially acceptable, but Ueda didn't care for he was too lost in his own thoughts. However, he was snapped out of his pensive state when Kazuya finally decided to get down to business. "So, why did you invite me over here tonight?"
Tatsuya turned to the younger man and went straight to the point. "I know you like me."
"No, I love you, but continue."
"And I know Jin likes you."
"Yeah..." Kame's smile fell. He really didn't see they point of this.
"So, I have a proposition for you."
"A proposition?"
"Yes, I want you to date Akanishi."
Kame immediately stood up from the couch. "No, I..."
"And in return," Ueda interrupted. "I will do anything you want me too."
"Anything?" Kame sat back down, intrigued.
"Yes, anything." Tatsuya confirmed, keeping his stoic expression.
"Even becoming my lover and boyfriend when we're alone?"
"Yes, even that." That was really what Ueda had expected Kame to say.
Kazuya pretended to think it over for a second. "Okay." Then he immediately proceeded to kiss his new lover. It was a desperate, passionate kiss that left the both of them gasping for air. Once recovered, Kamenashi got up and gathered his things. "Well, I'm going to go no and prepare for my upcoming performance with Jin tomorrow. I'll see you then." Kazuya gave Ueda a quick peck on the lips before heading out the door.
Tatsuya sat on the couch, staring into space, for a few seconds before getting up and preparing for bed. He gathered up all his pets into his room and put as many on his bed as he could fit. As he curled up into bed, he muffled his heart wrenching sobs into the fur of one of his dogs.
***
When Tatsuya arrived at work the next day, he saw that Jin was already there sitting in the corner, listening to music. Akanishi looked up, and Ueda gave him a soft smile before setting his stuff down by his make-up counter. "Hey, are you okay?" Jin gently asked, putting his music away and heading towards Tatsuya. Jin could see the barely concealed puff around Tatsuya's eyes and he was genuinely concerned for his friend.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
Anyone else would have realized that Ueda didn't want to talk about it and just dropped the subject, but since Jin was nearly as stubborn as Tatsuya was, he didn't give up. "No, you're not. Please tell me what's wrong."
Thankfully, Tatsuya was saved from answering when Kamenashi stepped into the room. The way Jin openly gawked at the younger man, who looked especially attractive and confident that day, made Tatsuya's heart ache as he looked down in order to conceal the hurt in his eyes. "Hey, Jin, can we talk?" Kazuya asked practically the moment he stepped through the door.
"Um...sure." Jin gave Tatsuya a polite nod before quickly following the younger man out the door.
Once they had left, Tatsuya let out a heavy sigh before turning back to his bag to prepare for the day ahead. Once by on all the other members arrived, but still no sign of Jin or Kame. It was only when they were about to be late that they showed up, Jin with a silly smile plastered on his face, Kame with a look of utter in difference. Seeing his love looking so happy made Tatsuya's heart flutter with joy, and he couldn't help, but let out a small smile.
During a long day of rehearsal, they were on a break when Tatsuya left to go get a drink from the vending machine. He was just walking along the hall when all of a sudden he was pulled into an empty storage closet where he was immediately pushed up against a wall and met with a harsh kiss. The kiss soon broke apart, and he could hear a voice whisper in his ear. "So, me and Akanishi are going on a date tonight, but I figured afterwards I could spend the night at your place."
Ueda was only able to nod in response as Kame had started to rub the front of Tatsuya's pants with his hand. Once Kazuya received Tatsuya's assent, he began sucking on the older man's neck as his hand moved from the growing bulge to the buttons on Ueda's pants. When the pants and boxers fell down around Tatsuya's knees, Kame dropped to his knees and licked the length before taking the erection into his mouth. This caused Tatsuya to throw back his head in a silent moan as his fingers weaved their way through the younger man's hair. Kazuya dutifully sucked, licked, and twirled his tongue around the boxer's cock before sending the older man to climax with a small grunt. Kame made sure to swallow all the man's fluids before getting up, licking his lips and capturing Tatsuya's in a fevered kiss. When they separated, Tatsuya was panting for air as Kamenashi brought his lips to the other's ear. "That's a preview for tonight." That was all Kame said before he left presumably for the bathroom to take care of the rather obvious bulge in his pants.
For the rest of the day, Tatsuya was distracted by the raging emotions inside of him. His whole mind was occupied with thoughts of Jin, Kame, and the events that would take place that night. He was happy that Jin was finally happy, but he couldn't help the jealousy and hurt he felt whenever he saw the two of them together. Those conflicting emotions were punctuated by the slight nausea he felt whenever Kamenashi looked his way, and he was reminded of what he would have to do later that night.
As soon as practice was over, he gathered up his things and left, not wanting to deal with his band mates. He rushed through the halls, causing someone to fall to the ground, but he didn't care. He ran all the way home, not bothering to take his car, never stopping until he was through the door. He leaned against the door and slid to the ground as dry sobs shook his body.
He sat there awhile, long after his body had stopped shaking, trying to compose himself and the incomprehensible storm running through his mind. After sitting in silence for over an housr, he pulled himself up, took a quick shower to wash the sweat off and wake up his minde, put on new clothes, and sat on the couch. He sat there, unmoving, unblinking, until the doorbell rang over three hours later.
He got up off the couch in a trance like state and opened the door for a giddy Kame. Seeing the younger man, Tatsuya forced a smile on his face. If this was going to work, he would have to at least pretend he was happy about it.
Without being invited, Kame made his way into Ueda's apartment forcing the older one to close the door and follow. As soon as the door clicked shut, Kamenashi turned around, roughly grabbed Tatsuya's shirt, and pressed their lips and bodies together.
Kame's hands moved down Ueda's back before slipping under the shirt as he led them towards Tatsuya's bedroom. The older man's shirt was already gone by the time they reached the bed where Kazuya pushed him onto the bed and removed his own shirt. Straddling the boxer, he began trailing kisses across his jaw and down to his neck.
Once at the neck, Kazuya began licking and softly biting the skin there, whil his hands that were previously stroking the hard abs of the older man, moved up to the erect buds causing Tatsuya to let out a string of moans. From the neck, Kazuya mouthed his way down Tatsuya's chest to replace one of his ands with his mouth on one of the nipples. This left one hand free to make its way to Tatsuya's groin.
Kame's hand rubbed the growing erection through the pair of jeans bringing it to full erectness. Then the younger man stopped his activities with the tiny nubs to create a path down Tatsuya's torso with his tongue. Once his mouth reached the boxer's navel, Kame's hands worked to remove the pair of jeans and boxers that were currently hindering them from taking their activities any further. Kame loosely grapped the other's cock and rubbed it lightly with his thumb, not to bring pleasure to the older man, but simply to admire the feel, the weight, and the texture of Tatsuya's hard dick. Once he had the feel for it, Kazuya leaned his head down and gave the length an experimental lick causing the owner of the cock to moan in pleasure.
Hearing this moan, Kamenashi looked up to a sight that went straight down to his trapped cock. He had the tantalizing man of his dreams hard and writhing in pleasure under him with the leaking cock of said man in his hand. Kazuya wanted to cum just from the vision laid out before him, but he quickly calmed down and decided he had had enough of foreplay.
He quickly removed his jeans before straddling the older man and lowering himself on the boxer's erection without any preparation. It hurt Kame like hell, but it was worth it to feel Ueda Tatsuya's cock pulsating inside of him, something he dreamed about practically every night.
After a few moments for him to adjust, Kamenashi started to move up and down along the length. Soon both men were letting out a string of moans, Ueda with a strong grip on the younger man's hips, snapping his own hips up to plunge deeper into the tight, warm heat. Feeling that they were both getting close to climax, Kazuya sneaked his hand to the front to pump his erection. Moments later, they both came together; Kame crying out Tatsuya's name, while Ueda clasped a hand over his mouth in an attempt not to say the wrong name.
Kazuya collapsed onto the older man, regaining his breath, before rolling off him and snuggling into the older's side. The younger man, then placed a soft kiss on Tatsuya's neck before drifting off to sleep. Once Tatsuya was sure Kamenashi was fast asleep, he quietly got out of bed and headed for the bathroom.
In the bathroom, he first turned on the shower to muffle the sound sound of him emptying the contents of his stomach into the toilet. When there was nothing left but dry heaves, he leaned back against the door to let his tears fall. He felt so disgusted with himself. He just had sex with the boyfriend of the man he loved. He was a dirty, evil slut. He absolutely hated himself at the moment. He could practically feel the filth covering his naked body.
He glanced to the running, steaming shower and immediately picked himself up and placed his body under the scalding hot water. He grabbed the soup, put some on his hands, and began scrubbing his skin. He kept scrubbing until he was too tired to go on.
Physically and mentally exhausted, Tatsuya turned off his shower, and dried himself off. With the towel hanging around his hips, stepped into his bedroom to see the figure lying on his bed. Kazuya's pale skin was illuminated beautifully by the dim moonlight fluttering through the curtains, and he could almost see why Jin was in love with the younger man, almost.
***
The next morning, Ueda woke up to the smell of Kame's delicious cooking. They ate together in silence, exchanging few words. Shortly after, Kamenashi left for work while Ueda got ready and did a little cleaning. After a suitable amount of time had past, Ueda left his apartment for work.
He arrived to the sound of his band mates teasing Kame and Jin over their date to which Tatsuya gave a soft smile. He sat in the background watching the two being teased, his day brightening a bit from the silly grin plastered on Jin's face as he pretended to be annoyed by his band mate's teasing.
The rest of the day went by without a hitch, and it was slightly past noon when they were able to go home for the day. Tatsuya was thrilled to finally be able to spend a peaceful day by himself, perhaps with a little stop by the gym later. Kamenashi had a drama shooting later that night, so he was practically guaranteed his alone time.
Anticipating the rest of the day, Tatsuya quickly packed his things and made his way out of the building. However, he was stopped in the hall when he heard Jin's voice calling after him. So, he turned around and let the younger man catch up to him.
"Hey, I was wondering if we could hang out sometime tonight, since we haven't really talked in awhile, and Kazu's going to be busy with the drama for awhile."
A big smile immediately lit Tatsuya's face as his heart leapt with joy. "Of course. You can come over anytime you'd like, you know that. But, I might go to the gym later, so you can just let yourself in. You remember where I keep the spare key, right?"
"Yeah, so...I'll see you later."
"Yeah, see you later." With that, both men turned around and went their separate ways with bright smiles lighting up their faces. Jin was happy that he was able to cheep up his recently gloomy friend, and Tatsuya was glad to be able to spend some alone time with his secret crush.
However, things didn't go as planned. That evening, Tatsuya received a phone call from Jin saying that he, unfortunately, couldn't make it that night due to an unexpected change in the filming schedule for one of the shows promoting his upcoming movie. Tatsuya understood and told Jin he could come over any other night he was free, so they could hang out. Although Ueda said he understood, this unfortunate turn of events turned his supposedly peaceful night into a lonely one. So, as he hung up the phone and looked around his empty apartment, he could think of nothing better to do than snuggle up under the covers with his numerous pets and hope for a restful sleep.
***
The next few weeks were uneventful. With both Kamenashi and Akanishi busy with their own individual activities, Ueda spent most of his time either alone or with a few of his non-Johnny's related friends. But soon Kame's solo activities were slowing down, leaving Kazuya plenty of time to invite himself over to Ueda's for the night.
That night went better than Ueda had expected, since at first, it was just the two of them hanging out as old friends. Everything was like how it used to be, and for that, Ueda was very thankful. It was only after dinner when they had sat down on the couch to watch a movie that the boxer was reminded of their new relationship.
It was only a few minutes into the movie when Kamenashi began trailing kisses up Tatsuya's neck. Soon, Kame captured the older man's lips in a passionate kiss, leaning forward over Ueda until the boxer's head hit the armrest.
It was then that Ueda heard the distinct sound of the door unlocking, and he remembered his conversation with Jin a few weeks ago. As soon as all this hit Tatsuya, he tried to push Kazuya off him, but only succeed when the younger man heard Jin's rough voice call his name.
With a hard push from Tatsuya, Kamenashi fell to the floor. Tatsuya then immediately turned to face Akanishi. "Jin, I can..."
Akanishi stared blankly forward, tears forming at the corners of his eyes. "I never want to see either of you again." Jin's voice was strangly devoid of emotion as he turned and left Tatsuya's apartment.
Tatsuya sat down on the couch staring forward in disbelief. Kamenashi, on the other hand, just shrugged it off as he got up and sat next to his lover. The younger man snuggled his nose into the boxer's neck as silent tears began to make their way down Tatsuya's face.
A/N: Sorry for the horrible writing. Hope you liked it. Thanks for reading/commenting!!
Pairings: Akame, Kameda, Jinda
Rating:NC-17
Summary: Ueda always knew what nobody else did. He always knew about Jin's feelings for Kame and how it saddened him that Kame didn't feel the same for him.
He Knew
Ueda Tatsuya saw it all. He dwelt quietly in the shadows and became the silent observer of the group. People often forgot he was there or figured he wasn't paying attention, so they tended to let slip a few more of their secrets than they had intended. That was how he was the first to find out about Taguchi's new girlfriend and Nakamaru's new puppy. He was also the first know about Koki's close friend in the hospital, and the first to notice when Jin's feelings for Kame grew to be more than friendship. He also became the only one to know about Kamenashi's feelings, not for Jin, but for Tatsuya himself.
Tatsuya could plainly recognize the feelings behind each action and glance. How Kame would always sit a bit too closely to him and touch him more than necessary when given the chance. How Kame seemed to know more about Tatsuya than Tatsuya himself. He also saw how Jin would always cast sad glances in their direction when ever Kame showed a bit too much affection for Ueda, and how Tatsuya's own heart would clench in pain every time he saw those sad looks on Akanishi's face.
All Ueda ever wanted was to see his secret love happy, but he knew that would never happen as long as Kamenashi kept stalking and clinging to him like he did at that point. So, he came up with a plan. A plan to make everybody as happy as they were likely to get. And it all started by inviting Kame over to his house one night.
***
They sat on the couch together in silence. Kamenashi with a big smile on his face sitting closer to Ueda than was generally socially acceptable, but Ueda didn't care for he was too lost in his own thoughts. However, he was snapped out of his pensive state when Kazuya finally decided to get down to business. "So, why did you invite me over here tonight?"
Tatsuya turned to the younger man and went straight to the point. "I know you like me."
"No, I love you, but continue."
"And I know Jin likes you."
"Yeah..." Kame's smile fell. He really didn't see they point of this.
"So, I have a proposition for you."
"A proposition?"
"Yes, I want you to date Akanishi."
Kame immediately stood up from the couch. "No, I..."
"And in return," Ueda interrupted. "I will do anything you want me too."
"Anything?" Kame sat back down, intrigued.
"Yes, anything." Tatsuya confirmed, keeping his stoic expression.
"Even becoming my lover and boyfriend when we're alone?"
"Yes, even that." That was really what Ueda had expected Kame to say.
Kazuya pretended to think it over for a second. "Okay." Then he immediately proceeded to kiss his new lover. It was a desperate, passionate kiss that left the both of them gasping for air. Once recovered, Kamenashi got up and gathered his things. "Well, I'm going to go no and prepare for my upcoming performance with Jin tomorrow. I'll see you then." Kazuya gave Ueda a quick peck on the lips before heading out the door.
Tatsuya sat on the couch, staring into space, for a few seconds before getting up and preparing for bed. He gathered up all his pets into his room and put as many on his bed as he could fit. As he curled up into bed, he muffled his heart wrenching sobs into the fur of one of his dogs.
***
When Tatsuya arrived at work the next day, he saw that Jin was already there sitting in the corner, listening to music. Akanishi looked up, and Ueda gave him a soft smile before setting his stuff down by his make-up counter. "Hey, are you okay?" Jin gently asked, putting his music away and heading towards Tatsuya. Jin could see the barely concealed puff around Tatsuya's eyes and he was genuinely concerned for his friend.
"Yeah, I'm fine."
Anyone else would have realized that Ueda didn't want to talk about it and just dropped the subject, but since Jin was nearly as stubborn as Tatsuya was, he didn't give up. "No, you're not. Please tell me what's wrong."
Thankfully, Tatsuya was saved from answering when Kamenashi stepped into the room. The way Jin openly gawked at the younger man, who looked especially attractive and confident that day, made Tatsuya's heart ache as he looked down in order to conceal the hurt in his eyes. "Hey, Jin, can we talk?" Kazuya asked practically the moment he stepped through the door.
"Um...sure." Jin gave Tatsuya a polite nod before quickly following the younger man out the door.
Once they had left, Tatsuya let out a heavy sigh before turning back to his bag to prepare for the day ahead. Once by on all the other members arrived, but still no sign of Jin or Kame. It was only when they were about to be late that they showed up, Jin with a silly smile plastered on his face, Kame with a look of utter in difference. Seeing his love looking so happy made Tatsuya's heart flutter with joy, and he couldn't help, but let out a small smile.
During a long day of rehearsal, they were on a break when Tatsuya left to go get a drink from the vending machine. He was just walking along the hall when all of a sudden he was pulled into an empty storage closet where he was immediately pushed up against a wall and met with a harsh kiss. The kiss soon broke apart, and he could hear a voice whisper in his ear. "So, me and Akanishi are going on a date tonight, but I figured afterwards I could spend the night at your place."
Ueda was only able to nod in response as Kame had started to rub the front of Tatsuya's pants with his hand. Once Kazuya received Tatsuya's assent, he began sucking on the older man's neck as his hand moved from the growing bulge to the buttons on Ueda's pants. When the pants and boxers fell down around Tatsuya's knees, Kame dropped to his knees and licked the length before taking the erection into his mouth. This caused Tatsuya to throw back his head in a silent moan as his fingers weaved their way through the younger man's hair. Kazuya dutifully sucked, licked, and twirled his tongue around the boxer's cock before sending the older man to climax with a small grunt. Kame made sure to swallow all the man's fluids before getting up, licking his lips and capturing Tatsuya's in a fevered kiss. When they separated, Tatsuya was panting for air as Kamenashi brought his lips to the other's ear. "That's a preview for tonight." That was all Kame said before he left presumably for the bathroom to take care of the rather obvious bulge in his pants.
For the rest of the day, Tatsuya was distracted by the raging emotions inside of him. His whole mind was occupied with thoughts of Jin, Kame, and the events that would take place that night. He was happy that Jin was finally happy, but he couldn't help the jealousy and hurt he felt whenever he saw the two of them together. Those conflicting emotions were punctuated by the slight nausea he felt whenever Kamenashi looked his way, and he was reminded of what he would have to do later that night.
As soon as practice was over, he gathered up his things and left, not wanting to deal with his band mates. He rushed through the halls, causing someone to fall to the ground, but he didn't care. He ran all the way home, not bothering to take his car, never stopping until he was through the door. He leaned against the door and slid to the ground as dry sobs shook his body.
He sat there awhile, long after his body had stopped shaking, trying to compose himself and the incomprehensible storm running through his mind. After sitting in silence for over an housr, he pulled himself up, took a quick shower to wash the sweat off and wake up his minde, put on new clothes, and sat on the couch. He sat there, unmoving, unblinking, until the doorbell rang over three hours later.
He got up off the couch in a trance like state and opened the door for a giddy Kame. Seeing the younger man, Tatsuya forced a smile on his face. If this was going to work, he would have to at least pretend he was happy about it.
Without being invited, Kame made his way into Ueda's apartment forcing the older one to close the door and follow. As soon as the door clicked shut, Kamenashi turned around, roughly grabbed Tatsuya's shirt, and pressed their lips and bodies together.
Kame's hands moved down Ueda's back before slipping under the shirt as he led them towards Tatsuya's bedroom. The older man's shirt was already gone by the time they reached the bed where Kazuya pushed him onto the bed and removed his own shirt. Straddling the boxer, he began trailing kisses across his jaw and down to his neck.
Once at the neck, Kazuya began licking and softly biting the skin there, whil his hands that were previously stroking the hard abs of the older man, moved up to the erect buds causing Tatsuya to let out a string of moans. From the neck, Kazuya mouthed his way down Tatsuya's chest to replace one of his ands with his mouth on one of the nipples. This left one hand free to make its way to Tatsuya's groin.
Kame's hand rubbed the growing erection through the pair of jeans bringing it to full erectness. Then the younger man stopped his activities with the tiny nubs to create a path down Tatsuya's torso with his tongue. Once his mouth reached the boxer's navel, Kame's hands worked to remove the pair of jeans and boxers that were currently hindering them from taking their activities any further. Kame loosely grapped the other's cock and rubbed it lightly with his thumb, not to bring pleasure to the older man, but simply to admire the feel, the weight, and the texture of Tatsuya's hard dick. Once he had the feel for it, Kazuya leaned his head down and gave the length an experimental lick causing the owner of the cock to moan in pleasure.
Hearing this moan, Kamenashi looked up to a sight that went straight down to his trapped cock. He had the tantalizing man of his dreams hard and writhing in pleasure under him with the leaking cock of said man in his hand. Kazuya wanted to cum just from the vision laid out before him, but he quickly calmed down and decided he had had enough of foreplay.
He quickly removed his jeans before straddling the older man and lowering himself on the boxer's erection without any preparation. It hurt Kame like hell, but it was worth it to feel Ueda Tatsuya's cock pulsating inside of him, something he dreamed about practically every night.
After a few moments for him to adjust, Kamenashi started to move up and down along the length. Soon both men were letting out a string of moans, Ueda with a strong grip on the younger man's hips, snapping his own hips up to plunge deeper into the tight, warm heat. Feeling that they were both getting close to climax, Kazuya sneaked his hand to the front to pump his erection. Moments later, they both came together; Kame crying out Tatsuya's name, while Ueda clasped a hand over his mouth in an attempt not to say the wrong name.
Kazuya collapsed onto the older man, regaining his breath, before rolling off him and snuggling into the older's side. The younger man, then placed a soft kiss on Tatsuya's neck before drifting off to sleep. Once Tatsuya was sure Kamenashi was fast asleep, he quietly got out of bed and headed for the bathroom.
In the bathroom, he first turned on the shower to muffle the sound sound of him emptying the contents of his stomach into the toilet. When there was nothing left but dry heaves, he leaned back against the door to let his tears fall. He felt so disgusted with himself. He just had sex with the boyfriend of the man he loved. He was a dirty, evil slut. He absolutely hated himself at the moment. He could practically feel the filth covering his naked body.
He glanced to the running, steaming shower and immediately picked himself up and placed his body under the scalding hot water. He grabbed the soup, put some on his hands, and began scrubbing his skin. He kept scrubbing until he was too tired to go on.
Physically and mentally exhausted, Tatsuya turned off his shower, and dried himself off. With the towel hanging around his hips, stepped into his bedroom to see the figure lying on his bed. Kazuya's pale skin was illuminated beautifully by the dim moonlight fluttering through the curtains, and he could almost see why Jin was in love with the younger man, almost.
***
The next morning, Ueda woke up to the smell of Kame's delicious cooking. They ate together in silence, exchanging few words. Shortly after, Kamenashi left for work while Ueda got ready and did a little cleaning. After a suitable amount of time had past, Ueda left his apartment for work.
He arrived to the sound of his band mates teasing Kame and Jin over their date to which Tatsuya gave a soft smile. He sat in the background watching the two being teased, his day brightening a bit from the silly grin plastered on Jin's face as he pretended to be annoyed by his band mate's teasing.
The rest of the day went by without a hitch, and it was slightly past noon when they were able to go home for the day. Tatsuya was thrilled to finally be able to spend a peaceful day by himself, perhaps with a little stop by the gym later. Kamenashi had a drama shooting later that night, so he was practically guaranteed his alone time.
Anticipating the rest of the day, Tatsuya quickly packed his things and made his way out of the building. However, he was stopped in the hall when he heard Jin's voice calling after him. So, he turned around and let the younger man catch up to him.
"Hey, I was wondering if we could hang out sometime tonight, since we haven't really talked in awhile, and Kazu's going to be busy with the drama for awhile."
A big smile immediately lit Tatsuya's face as his heart leapt with joy. "Of course. You can come over anytime you'd like, you know that. But, I might go to the gym later, so you can just let yourself in. You remember where I keep the spare key, right?"
"Yeah, so...I'll see you later."
"Yeah, see you later." With that, both men turned around and went their separate ways with bright smiles lighting up their faces. Jin was happy that he was able to cheep up his recently gloomy friend, and Tatsuya was glad to be able to spend some alone time with his secret crush.
However, things didn't go as planned. That evening, Tatsuya received a phone call from Jin saying that he, unfortunately, couldn't make it that night due to an unexpected change in the filming schedule for one of the shows promoting his upcoming movie. Tatsuya understood and told Jin he could come over any other night he was free, so they could hang out. Although Ueda said he understood, this unfortunate turn of events turned his supposedly peaceful night into a lonely one. So, as he hung up the phone and looked around his empty apartment, he could think of nothing better to do than snuggle up under the covers with his numerous pets and hope for a restful sleep.
***
The next few weeks were uneventful. With both Kamenashi and Akanishi busy with their own individual activities, Ueda spent most of his time either alone or with a few of his non-Johnny's related friends. But soon Kame's solo activities were slowing down, leaving Kazuya plenty of time to invite himself over to Ueda's for the night.
That night went better than Ueda had expected, since at first, it was just the two of them hanging out as old friends. Everything was like how it used to be, and for that, Ueda was very thankful. It was only after dinner when they had sat down on the couch to watch a movie that the boxer was reminded of their new relationship.
It was only a few minutes into the movie when Kamenashi began trailing kisses up Tatsuya's neck. Soon, Kame captured the older man's lips in a passionate kiss, leaning forward over Ueda until the boxer's head hit the armrest.
It was then that Ueda heard the distinct sound of the door unlocking, and he remembered his conversation with Jin a few weeks ago. As soon as all this hit Tatsuya, he tried to push Kazuya off him, but only succeed when the younger man heard Jin's rough voice call his name.
With a hard push from Tatsuya, Kamenashi fell to the floor. Tatsuya then immediately turned to face Akanishi. "Jin, I can..."
Akanishi stared blankly forward, tears forming at the corners of his eyes. "I never want to see either of you again." Jin's voice was strangly devoid of emotion as he turned and left Tatsuya's apartment.
Tatsuya sat down on the couch staring forward in disbelief. Kamenashi, on the other hand, just shrugged it off as he got up and sat next to his lover. The younger man snuggled his nose into the boxer's neck as silent tears began to make their way down Tatsuya's face.
A/N: Sorry for the horrible writing. Hope you liked it. Thanks for reading/commenting!!