May 27, 2004 16:38
So I have this idea in my head that these Quogue guys are just being nice to me. Like secretly they hate me but they're nice to me because I sell CDs for them and promote the band so obviously they have to be nice to me. I dunno...i'm just a paranoid loser. They probably don't even care about me like I'm just Allison you know what I mean. And it's cool...but yesterday wsa just so much fun and so was last friday. I dunno....I just don't want ot say I'm friends with them right now. Same with Breaking Ground. I dunno...it's really complicated and I'm over analyzing this whole thing I know but I can't help it....you know screw what I just said completly. I am freinds with these guys. Even though I did think they hated me at first I am friends with them. I'm not like best friends and I don't go on with my life story to them nut we're friends. I have no idea where this entry came from...i'm out.
~Allison~