Aug 29, 2006 14:02
so i'm starting to get kind of very anxious about tomorrow. i dont know why really, i mean i guess because its a new year and a new start and new teachers and we're juniors thats kind of scary. but this is what, our 13th first day of school. its the same people same school ect. but its still scary. mostly maybe because i feel like i reallyreally have to do well this year and i'm afraid i won't. especially in history with banno, i'm afraid i'll die in that class. because everyone has told me he's really hard. which would suck. i'm scared for my first history test because i dont know what stuff to study since i've never had an honors test. is it less facts and dates than standard tests and more concepts?
my goal for this year is to never space out like i always do and pay attention all the time so i will have no reason to not understand something. yes. lets see how well that goes. i just have to keep reminding myself its junior year and i really cant afford to space out anymore and it'll feel really nice to do well.
why must it rain on the last day of summer? i think it did last year too. its ruining our lake plans for the second time. stupid.