Okay, so today... um, sucked. I'm surprised at how good of a mood I'm in depsite being upset ( Read more... )

My voice is lost.... this evening was lost...

And I am flawed, but I am cleaning up so well.
I am seeing in me now the things you swore you saw yourself.
I still have way too much to do. Dammit. So I could read all night or sleep all night. Either way, I'm screwed. I guess. UGH.

So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let ( Read more... )

So I was on the train today, coming home from class, when my annoyance spiked. There were people talking to each other like they belonged to some secret community. It's enough that I've never been "socially adept" enough to infiltrate these secret forms of making friends randomly. It's just easier the French way - ignoring people until you have ( Read more... )

As I was driving home from the U after dropping Charlton off at his new apartment (weird... friends with "new apartments"...), my heart suddenly felt heavy. I wanted to cry, but couldn't. I mean, there's so much changing now. I wanted to forget about the present and indulge myself in the future. I wanted to drive to a place where I will live and ( Read more... )