Month of Undying Nostalgia
(11:24:06 AM London standard - haha i have to post it; it just bothers me)
Wow. So March is coming to a close and SATs are literally right around the corner and soon AP exams and studying for AP exams will be the sole purpose of life and then the seniors graduate and I play pomp and circumstance for (hopefully less than last year's record 17 times) the last time ever in high school... and then 3/4 of high school are over for me and then next year I'm a senior and college applications and thinking of the future takes over and dominates and then I graduate.
It's so weird to actually type all of it. It just seems like time is a vacuum you know? - it just keeps going on ahead of you when you want to cherish what you have and not go on because the change hurts too much.
Haha, life certainly provides it's turns for you. It happens everyday - they're exciting and sad and retarded, yet fun.
It sounds really dumb and cheesy, but it's true when you think about it - all these memories and times we've made so far and will make in high school are probably going to be some of the happiest ever. I'm so glad I have such amazing friends - I love you all so much (wow - I'm actually getting like really sad...) and looking back at everything and all the memories and times we've had - some of you for three years, some for five and six and more - I wouldn't change any of it.
So, that's my nostaligic post - I always dwell on the past because it really is precious. There's no substitute to replace any of it, you can recall everything about it, it's eternal in your own heart and your friends'.
Wow. Alright, I'm done - lol. Any thoughts?????
(And Jenna and Ashley, your posts inspired me :) )
Wow. So March is coming to a close and SATs are literally right around the corner and soon AP exams and studying for AP exams will be the sole purpose of life and then the seniors graduate and I play pomp and circumstance for (hopefully less than last year's record 17 times) the last time ever in high school... and then 3/4 of high school are over for me and then next year I'm a senior and college applications and thinking of the future takes over and dominates and then I graduate.
It's so weird to actually type all of it. It just seems like time is a vacuum you know? - it just keeps going on ahead of you when you want to cherish what you have and not go on because the change hurts too much.
Haha, life certainly provides it's turns for you. It happens everyday - they're exciting and sad and retarded, yet fun.
It sounds really dumb and cheesy, but it's true when you think about it - all these memories and times we've made so far and will make in high school are probably going to be some of the happiest ever. I'm so glad I have such amazing friends - I love you all so much (wow - I'm actually getting like really sad...) and looking back at everything and all the memories and times we've had - some of you for three years, some for five and six and more - I wouldn't change any of it.
So, that's my nostaligic post - I always dwell on the past because it really is precious. There's no substitute to replace any of it, you can recall everything about it, it's eternal in your own heart and your friends'.
Wow. Alright, I'm done - lol. Any thoughts?????
(And Jenna and Ashley, your posts inspired me :) )