Not bad at all.

Feb 23, 2003 01:51


Brolli gave me this CD today that I'm going to have to fight to keep out of my mother and Piper's hands. Both of them seem to like it. I have the feeling it's going to end up being "house property" not exactly belonging to any of us, yet belonging to all of us.

It had the effect on me Brolli hoped it would. It's inspired me. I want to be that good. When I play the violin, I want it to flow, I want it to sound effortless, like I never worry about how my fingers are placed, or how much presure to put on the bow.

I want to be with the violin like Piper is with her flute. She listened to the CD once, then when we played it again, she was able to join in on most of it. Easily, freely, as if she doesn't just hear music, she absorbs it and becomes part of it. That's what I want too.

And it's going to take a lot of time, I know. But while I won't hold my music teacher hostage and drag him into the room of time and space, if I have to go back there, I will make sure to take my violin along and when I'm not training, I'll practice. And I will get better. If I have the talent people are telling me I have, I have to get better right? 10% inspiration 90% persperation.

The folks are asleep right now, along with BB and Daikon, which means the house is pretty quiet. I'm pretty tired,and I should be getting some sleep myself, but my mind hasn't caught up with my body. I trained with Gokou for awhile this afternoon, which meant I was up to SSJ4, getting the snot kicked out of me. You know, it amazes me that I was SSJ4 a lot longer than Gokou's been, but he's already significantly passed me. No, I'm not jelous, in fact, I think it's great. Now I have someone to challenge me. I just wish I could be more of a challenge to him. I know he loves it when we train.

But, I realized something, and that is that I promised my mother that I would take the kids for a day while on my vacation, so she could get a break. Then, I got so busy with things, I never did it. Well, tomorrow is the last day of my vacation and I'm going to keep my promise. After breakfast, I kidnap BB and Daikon and by gump I will find some way to amuse them for the entire day, even if it means I have to go to the home of Pizza Mouse yet again. But maybe I can think of a different way to entertain them.

Piper, is there any chance you want to come along with me? I mean, I know it's hardly a romantic way to spend the day, but uh, at least we will be together? *Bats eyes* And maybe between the two of us, we can come up with ways to keep the rugrats entertained so they aren't crying to go home after a couple of hours?

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