Tired but wired.
Idiot boy straightend it out, finally. And managed to do something right.
It's been a weirdly wonderful day. First the losing. I know, it was just a snowball fitght, but I found out that I really didn't want to lose. And game or not, we tried so hard.
Then my reaction to Piper's chocolate. (Which, by the way, is wonderful) and realizing what a jerk I was. I know what I should have done when she gave it to me, I should have thanked her, given her a big hug and maybe even a kiss. But not me, cause I let my own stupidity get in the way.
But at least I was smart enough to get some advice from Mom. Well, the flowers were my idea, but I guess I needed reassurance from Mom that this was the right thing to do.
And thankfully, Piper is someone I can talk to. And thankfully the chimney was nice and warm so we could talk.
Although, I think after awhile, I didn't need the chimney to keep warm. I-I'm just so glad that Piper feels the same way about me that I feel about her.
I've never met anyone like her. Someone I can talk to, someone I feel totally relaxed with. And someone who can talk to me and feel relaxed around me. I see my parents sometimes, you know? And they love each other, but they're friends too. Good friends. And I start thinking that's it, that's the secret... and I have it, but I was just... scard that she didn't feel the same way about me.
But she does.
And I'm so tired right now, but my mind is racing a mile a minute. I wish it was tomorrow and I'd gotten eight hours of good sleep.
This morning was the worst day of my life, but it's managed to turn itself into the best day of my life.
I have to try to get some sleep. I have a feeling I'm going to have really good dreams.