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Long time, no update. So down through the rabbit hole we go~
Summer Term has started. I'm only taking one class this term
(because that's all I can afford out of my pocket) and I'm still
working at the English Teaching job every night. I should've grad-
uated last term, but TUJ shafted me out of core classes, making
me retake stupid classes like Physics, Writing Courses (despite
my two years as a Creative Writing minor), and other junk. So, I'ma
be a Super Senior when I graduate. I'll also be in Super debt. Yay!
I really have to say that being somewhat free during the day is nice.
I can go out and walk around or I can sleep in without having to worry.
Freedom rules. And, other than having to pay the school out of my ass
($700 a month), things aren't too bad. I can still eat and enjoy myself...
It's a weird feeling to be this... free. Yet, I can't help but want to be more
free... For example, I really want the ability to go back to the states without
jeopardizing my job and my apartment for longer than a week... I want to
be able to go to new parts of Japan without having to worry about how
the expenses will rape me when I return... I want to be... more carefree.
Part of me feels like I should appreciate what I have now, but the other part,
the part that hasn't seen American Soil in 2 years, wants more... Am I selfish?
Summer Term has started. I'm only taking one class this term
(because that's all I can afford out of my pocket) and I'm still
working at the English Teaching job every night. I should've grad-
uated last term, but TUJ shafted me out of core classes, making
me retake stupid classes like Physics, Writing Courses (despite
my two years as a Creative Writing minor), and other junk. So, I'ma
be a Super Senior when I graduate. I'll also be in Super debt. Yay!
I really have to say that being somewhat free during the day is nice.
I can go out and walk around or I can sleep in without having to worry.
Freedom rules. And, other than having to pay the school out of my ass
($700 a month), things aren't too bad. I can still eat and enjoy myself...
It's a weird feeling to be this... free. Yet, I can't help but want to be more
free... For example, I really want the ability to go back to the states without
jeopardizing my job and my apartment for longer than a week... I want to
be able to go to new parts of Japan without having to worry about how
the expenses will rape me when I return... I want to be... more carefree.
Part of me feels like I should appreciate what I have now, but the other part,
the part that hasn't seen American Soil in 2 years, wants more... Am I selfish?