LOL, really??? 8D
~.: Okay, I don't feel like going through and formatting this, but I'm sure you can figure it out. It's the middle of a conversation with Guille.
~.: There are no words.
it doesnt mean you dont feel lonely
and maybe you dont
but if you dont need me to feel validated, then please show me you care by giving me space
i JUST REdiscovered that I have people who truly love me~
and I let those people go!
im full of joy right now actually!
good
im glad for you
take your joy and let me have my space
man,I almost feel like someone else is typing right now
this is definatly not you
no, this is the real me
this is the me i was afraid to be when i was with you
this is me standing up for my self
i want space
why where u never this tough on me before
because i was afraid
okay
because this is not a pleasant part of me
im depressed
why now
im stressed out
because now i dont care about what you think of me
u where before
you cant break up with me
ok !
that doesnt make sense
u never did care whAT I thought about u
i did actually
thats why im in this situation
u cared about urself
i wanted you to think i was mature and responsible and could take care of
*myself
so i quit my job and moved out
fine
if you think im so selfish
why do you want me?
just please leave me alone
thats on u i never told u ,u had to do that
i know
fine
please
im stupid
im an idiot
i make bad choices
let me live with this one
please
i cant deal with the stress of you on top of everything else
Im not saying anything
Im not saying anything
im not judgung u for that matter
i broke up with you to get away from it and its still following me around -- youre begging me for my friendship and i cant give it to you
i cant
right now, it would be best if you just waited for me to contact you
because i cant deal with this
well andrea brown, I understand,I have a feeling ur never going to talk to me again or reach out for that matter
STOP MAKING THIS ABOUT YOU
YOURE being selfish now
im the ones about to be on the street and all you care about is whether or not im still friends with you at the end of the day?
screw that
i cant deal with that
but what can I do,I was actually going to invite u to come with me tomorrow thats why I messaged u
i dont want to go with you anywhere right now
i need to stay away from you
im not making it about me ,i just wanna do what god wants me to do
God needs me have my space
God needs you to focus on you and let me focus on me
thank your for your support, but i really dont need it, im well taken care of, and when im all better, i will still be friends with you
just ask my other ex boyfriend
were still friends
fair enough,im not him never will be!U know u had something great,
but anyhow who am i
........
i dont see why you can just respect my needs
i need space
its ok I understand!
no
youre appeasing me
like you always did
saying what i wanted to hear to make me shut up
no not really lol!
really
but anyway
im gonna go
because i cant have this conversation anymore
i thought you would be kind enough to back off
and youre just forcing it
ok andrea brown ,well I wish u the best I hope all ur dreams get fullfilled,and im praying for u,I know god has a great plan for u!I respect u and always will,u can have all the time and space u need,just remember u have someone who cares and loves u
for the record, i will be friends with you ONE DAY, but today is not that day, and i will let you know when my heart is better
whenever ur ready!
I love u!
take care and godbless!
good bye guille
~.: There are no words.
it doesnt mean you dont feel lonely
and maybe you dont
but if you dont need me to feel validated, then please show me you care by giving me space
i JUST REdiscovered that I have people who truly love me~
and I let those people go!
im full of joy right now actually!
good
im glad for you
take your joy and let me have my space
man,I almost feel like someone else is typing right now
this is definatly not you
no, this is the real me
this is the me i was afraid to be when i was with you
this is me standing up for my self
i want space
why where u never this tough on me before
because i was afraid
okay
because this is not a pleasant part of me
im depressed
why now
im stressed out
because now i dont care about what you think of me
u where before
you cant break up with me
ok !
that doesnt make sense
u never did care whAT I thought about u
i did actually
thats why im in this situation
u cared about urself
i wanted you to think i was mature and responsible and could take care of
*myself
so i quit my job and moved out
fine
if you think im so selfish
why do you want me?
just please leave me alone
thats on u i never told u ,u had to do that
i know
fine
please
im stupid
im an idiot
i make bad choices
let me live with this one
please
i cant deal with the stress of you on top of everything else
Im not saying anything
Im not saying anything
im not judgung u for that matter
i broke up with you to get away from it and its still following me around -- youre begging me for my friendship and i cant give it to you
i cant
right now, it would be best if you just waited for me to contact you
because i cant deal with this
well andrea brown, I understand,I have a feeling ur never going to talk to me again or reach out for that matter
STOP MAKING THIS ABOUT YOU
YOURE being selfish now
im the ones about to be on the street and all you care about is whether or not im still friends with you at the end of the day?
screw that
i cant deal with that
but what can I do,I was actually going to invite u to come with me tomorrow thats why I messaged u
i dont want to go with you anywhere right now
i need to stay away from you
im not making it about me ,i just wanna do what god wants me to do
God needs me have my space
God needs you to focus on you and let me focus on me
thank your for your support, but i really dont need it, im well taken care of, and when im all better, i will still be friends with you
just ask my other ex boyfriend
were still friends
fair enough,im not him never will be!U know u had something great,
but anyhow who am i
........
i dont see why you can just respect my needs
i need space
its ok I understand!
no
youre appeasing me
like you always did
saying what i wanted to hear to make me shut up
no not really lol!
really
but anyway
im gonna go
because i cant have this conversation anymore
i thought you would be kind enough to back off
and youre just forcing it
ok andrea brown ,well I wish u the best I hope all ur dreams get fullfilled,and im praying for u,I know god has a great plan for u!I respect u and always will,u can have all the time and space u need,just remember u have someone who cares and loves u
for the record, i will be friends with you ONE DAY, but today is not that day, and i will let you know when my heart is better
whenever ur ready!
I love u!
take care and godbless!
good bye guille