same old
okay so i havent written in quite some time, but what else is new right?
this week hasnt been too too bad. testing week is so boring that it's almost fun. i want to skip so badly every single day but when i think of how many absences ive had, id rather save it for another day...a STRESSFUL one. ive been working on my scrapbook from last summer's europe trip. i dont plan on making it anything extraordinary, but just enough to get it done and to make myself content. i mean, its been about nine months since we got back from good ole europe...enough time for me to have had a baby!
anyways...what else is new?! ....ummm i have short term memory so i dont remember anyuthing thats happenned since my last entry. even though i have nothing to do this week, i still find myself staying up later than usual...what the HELL is wrong with me?
also, even though i havent been working much, i feel like im ready to quit. dont get me wrong, i love BABW...but i feel as if the time has come to move on to bigger and hopefully better things....whcih brings me to COLLEGE...
okay so out of eight schools that i applied to, ive heard from 4. yeah thats half. but two of those 4 dont count to me. some people get upset when i say how much i dont want to go to lsu or even tulane for that matter. but its not because i think im too good for it, or louisiana, and its not that i think i will receive a poor edication. i need the experience of getting away from home, meeting new people, living the college life. i know that i would absolutely LOVE everything at lsu because i will already know people and things will be different than they are now. but i just dont think lsu would be different enough for me if you know what i mean. i love all of my friends there now and those who are going there, but i know it would be best for me to break away and venture off into a completely foreign place for me. so lets recpa the college situation as of now...
-LSU (got into honors)
-Tulane (got in...got scholaship)
- Miami (got in...got scholarship...not enough to make me want to go in debt until i retire life)
- Wash U (wait listed...find out June 30)
more to come....hoepfully someitme soon...
im sorry but its all i can think about right now. college is such a scary process but i know that things will turn out right in the end.
lets change topics to get my mind off of all this bullshit... so people who put down trends and the latest things are such hypocrits. at school, theres always this certain group of people who acts as if they dont care enough about things or are too cool to give their own opinions. for example, say a certain song or even style becomes popular, they immediately start to hate on it and bash anyone who enjoys it. they say that people just like those types of things because it the cool thing and its what everyone else likes...so they try and rebel...in attempt to not follow everyone else. but they are just creating their own clique, arent they? then they ifndtheir own little band to obsess over when before, it was so "innapropraiet and wrong". how does this make any sense at all?
im probably maing NO sense to you whatsoever, but thats onyl because im so exhausted and my mind is jumpring everywhere. i think i should end here, for everyones sake...im out
this week hasnt been too too bad. testing week is so boring that it's almost fun. i want to skip so badly every single day but when i think of how many absences ive had, id rather save it for another day...a STRESSFUL one. ive been working on my scrapbook from last summer's europe trip. i dont plan on making it anything extraordinary, but just enough to get it done and to make myself content. i mean, its been about nine months since we got back from good ole europe...enough time for me to have had a baby!
anyways...what else is new?! ....ummm i have short term memory so i dont remember anyuthing thats happenned since my last entry. even though i have nothing to do this week, i still find myself staying up later than usual...what the HELL is wrong with me?
also, even though i havent been working much, i feel like im ready to quit. dont get me wrong, i love BABW...but i feel as if the time has come to move on to bigger and hopefully better things....whcih brings me to COLLEGE...
okay so out of eight schools that i applied to, ive heard from 4. yeah thats half. but two of those 4 dont count to me. some people get upset when i say how much i dont want to go to lsu or even tulane for that matter. but its not because i think im too good for it, or louisiana, and its not that i think i will receive a poor edication. i need the experience of getting away from home, meeting new people, living the college life. i know that i would absolutely LOVE everything at lsu because i will already know people and things will be different than they are now. but i just dont think lsu would be different enough for me if you know what i mean. i love all of my friends there now and those who are going there, but i know it would be best for me to break away and venture off into a completely foreign place for me. so lets recpa the college situation as of now...
-LSU (got into honors)
-Tulane (got in...got scholaship)
- Miami (got in...got scholarship...not enough to make me want to go in debt until i retire life)
- Wash U (wait listed...find out June 30)
more to come....hoepfully someitme soon...
im sorry but its all i can think about right now. college is such a scary process but i know that things will turn out right in the end.
lets change topics to get my mind off of all this bullshit... so people who put down trends and the latest things are such hypocrits. at school, theres always this certain group of people who acts as if they dont care enough about things or are too cool to give their own opinions. for example, say a certain song or even style becomes popular, they immediately start to hate on it and bash anyone who enjoys it. they say that people just like those types of things because it the cool thing and its what everyone else likes...so they try and rebel...in attempt to not follow everyone else. but they are just creating their own clique, arent they? then they ifndtheir own little band to obsess over when before, it was so "innapropraiet and wrong". how does this make any sense at all?
im probably maing NO sense to you whatsoever, but thats onyl because im so exhausted and my mind is jumpring everywhere. i think i should end here, for everyones sake...im out