Fuck the art bar
I found out Michael Crafter of I Killed The Prom Queen/alottaotherbands was gay today, and my opinion of the man changed. Everything I had heard about him until now has been very negative, that he is a very controlling, cocky, self-involved prick. But to keep his homosexuality a secret for so long in a scene that can be very homophobic, or at least extremely masculine, has raised my respect for him. Then to have the confidence to come out, I commend him.
But off my high horse I come now, because I'm just some kid in the scene who doesn't know shit, really, but I do know how uncomfortable I feel some times when surrounded by a large group of men who appear strongly set in the jock mentality, and to be in a the limelight like him must be very difficult. This brings me to my next point, very selfish and self centred it is, but honestly I find it rather frustrating that any guy that I may desire to date, or kiss, or whatever, will be virtually garunteed to be straight. I don't know how I'd find a guy that is "my type" when my type is generally more-or-less a generic hardcore concert going male, and they are, for the vast vast vast majority, straight.
Then again, I don't think Travis would be much too pleased if I started dating some guy and hanging off him at hardcore concerts... then again, I don't think I'd be hanging off a guy at a hardcore concert anyway, considering how self-concious I am, and how... scared I am of getting any sort of slander thrown at me for my sexual orientation.
I dunno, I'm just not keen on girls at the current. Plus most of the girls at hardcore concerts just seem to be ho's only interested in the guys. Damn then.
But off my high horse I come now, because I'm just some kid in the scene who doesn't know shit, really, but I do know how uncomfortable I feel some times when surrounded by a large group of men who appear strongly set in the jock mentality, and to be in a the limelight like him must be very difficult. This brings me to my next point, very selfish and self centred it is, but honestly I find it rather frustrating that any guy that I may desire to date, or kiss, or whatever, will be virtually garunteed to be straight. I don't know how I'd find a guy that is "my type" when my type is generally more-or-less a generic hardcore concert going male, and they are, for the vast vast vast majority, straight.
Then again, I don't think Travis would be much too pleased if I started dating some guy and hanging off him at hardcore concerts... then again, I don't think I'd be hanging off a guy at a hardcore concert anyway, considering how self-concious I am, and how... scared I am of getting any sort of slander thrown at me for my sexual orientation.
I dunno, I'm just not keen on girls at the current. Plus most of the girls at hardcore concerts just seem to be ho's only interested in the guys. Damn then.