one hug
would be great from the one i love
this is hard
i would kill for the feeling of being loved like that again
but i dont feel like dying
things have been hard around here lately
i am acting weird
and im so not happy
i dont want to deal
but i will
im getting sick of girls
more annoyed then anything
but now i left all my guy friends to focus on my self
well this is shit
i need a guy in my life
chris might be him
not a boyfriend
a friend
thats all i need
thats all i ever wanted
i just thought you had to bein a relationship to be strong friends
well shit
i was wrong
thank god
i need a friend damnit
sheldon fucked me over in the big picture
hes not nice anymore
and we were close
oh well
why do I care about all this drama and bull shit
i have a lot of questions
i wanted to see her this morning
like i was supposed to
but
his phone was turned off
so she never got the call
and she slept through her appointment
oh well
not my problem anymore
still
it sucks
i dont want to be here tonight
but girls annoy me
im really edgey
i dont like it
im being a bitch.. but i kinda like it
STRANGE
ehh oh well
i dont know why I even write on this thing...
no one gives a shit
nor makes comments
but then again i dont care
so
fuck it
you know whats really annoying??
how i capitalize some I's but not all i's
GRRR
oh well
im annoying
get over it
im not a perfcet person
i never ment to do those things to you
and so i have to say before I go
that i just want you to know
i found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
i found a reason to show
a side of me you didnt know
a areason for all that i do
and the reason is you
this is hard
i would kill for the feeling of being loved like that again
but i dont feel like dying
things have been hard around here lately
i am acting weird
and im so not happy
i dont want to deal
but i will
im getting sick of girls
more annoyed then anything
but now i left all my guy friends to focus on my self
well this is shit
i need a guy in my life
chris might be him
not a boyfriend
a friend
thats all i need
thats all i ever wanted
i just thought you had to bein a relationship to be strong friends
well shit
i was wrong
thank god
i need a friend damnit
sheldon fucked me over in the big picture
hes not nice anymore
and we were close
oh well
why do I care about all this drama and bull shit
i have a lot of questions
i wanted to see her this morning
like i was supposed to
but
his phone was turned off
so she never got the call
and she slept through her appointment
oh well
not my problem anymore
still
it sucks
i dont want to be here tonight
but girls annoy me
im really edgey
i dont like it
im being a bitch.. but i kinda like it
STRANGE
ehh oh well
i dont know why I even write on this thing...
no one gives a shit
nor makes comments
but then again i dont care
so
fuck it
you know whats really annoying??
how i capitalize some I's but not all i's
GRRR
oh well
im annoying
get over it
im not a perfcet person
i never ment to do those things to you
and so i have to say before I go
that i just want you to know
i found a reason for me
to change who I used to be
a reason to start over new
and the reason is you
i found a reason to show
a side of me you didnt know
a areason for all that i do
and the reason is you