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Oct 19, 2006 22:07

Tired from watch and ready to hit my rack. All I want to do is close my eyes, and let the sandman spin me a dream. Remove me from reality, and put me in a place where I can be free just for a few hours. DCC has been trying to talk to me and open me up on my anger. I don't know if I should open up, be the first person on this ship I would of done it to. I dunno, I am on the borderline of requesting "Anger Managment" for my own good. C-school they didn't watch me during my AM classes and I normally just cut. I guess for the reason being, I didn't care if my anger was healthy or not. It was who I was at the time, just full of rage and spite. Now, I feel the Mr.Hyde of Dr.Jekyll stirr in my mind and tense up in my muscles. Interesting enough, I got two nicknames in the shop; Furbie and Dr.Jekyll. One for my hairyness the other for my rapid changing mood. I dunno, all I know is I need help and I can not win this war alone. I have the support of my friends and family, I know you all know me the best. If you think I need this class or councling, let me know. I can't see everything through my eyes alone, and need eyes of other to see my world in more 3D. I'm just lost and calling on everyone to help me out, for once.
Deuces,
FURsAKeN

Love you Kitten.
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