Oct 15, 2005 20:56
ok so this is how things will go i've decided:
- i'm going to see him again
- we're going to cuddle some more
- we're going to kiss
- we're going to make out
- we're just going to be really cute together
- ....
- i love you
- ....
- stay together when i go to college
- stay together through college
- get good jobs
- marry with a really pretty wedding with kirsten and alex as my bridesmaids
- go to kirsten's and nate's wedding and not wear an ugly bridesmaids dress
- move to the suburbs as a neighbor to kirsten
- go to dinner parties/ cocktail parties at the campbell's
- invite them over for the same
- have a cute girl
- kirsten will have a cute boy
- raise them together
- marry them
- me and kirsten will be grandmothers together
* alex will be in close proximity as well but since i have not discussed her future plans yet i can't include her in this little time line of my future. *
.... the rest is a little depressing to think about, but i know once the ... happens there will be lots of it even if my hip is popping out in the middle of it and he is throwing his back out.
this boy is amazing. so much has changed and i am so happy. i can't stop smiling right now and i just didn't want to leave and i want to stay with him. ok i'm done. actually i'm not and i can go on and on but i think for the same of this entry i will.