I'm a big girl now
But I still feel rather small and helpless.
I indulge myself with the little things. My birthday was surprisingly and exceptionally wonderful. I got a full haul of art supplies that I needed, and a wonderful pony plush to cuddle, just the right size shape and heft to snuggle against. Convincing myself I deserve food is still hard, especially without food stamps anymore. Hesitantly, I think I might start to begin offering small commissions again, but I'm not ready to declare it just yet.
I finally moved rooms, so I can start spreading out and setting up a proper work space which is nice, I can finally start unpacking from boxes.
It is my hope that a year from now, my husband and I will be living in our own place, living comfortably financially, that I'll be making a modest income from my art, and I can discuss the possibility of children and/or returning to school.
After the extreme highs and lows of the past year, the current waves of my mood and surroundings are just gentle ups and downs I can take in stride. Especially with little naps and more redundancies in place.
I indulge myself with the little things. My birthday was surprisingly and exceptionally wonderful. I got a full haul of art supplies that I needed, and a wonderful pony plush to cuddle, just the right size shape and heft to snuggle against. Convincing myself I deserve food is still hard, especially without food stamps anymore. Hesitantly, I think I might start to begin offering small commissions again, but I'm not ready to declare it just yet.
I finally moved rooms, so I can start spreading out and setting up a proper work space which is nice, I can finally start unpacking from boxes.
It is my hope that a year from now, my husband and I will be living in our own place, living comfortably financially, that I'll be making a modest income from my art, and I can discuss the possibility of children and/or returning to school.
After the extreme highs and lows of the past year, the current waves of my mood and surroundings are just gentle ups and downs I can take in stride. Especially with little naps and more redundancies in place.