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Every once in a while I still find myself getting angry about things ex-boyfriends said to me a long time ago. Shitty things. The shitty things men say to women to bring them down. My anger can grow so strong I would probably punch those guys if I saw them out on the street today. I have a revenge fantasy about one ex, it's a fantasy that's been going on for years, where I go to one of those truck driving schools and when I finally get the OK to drive on the open road with my truck I find him and run him over while I blast "O Fortuna" on my radio. It's a pretty satisfying fantasy. It reminds me that I've always been better than him.