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[funnygirl25]

Who wants to hear another sad entry? Anyone? hahah I feel a little bit better since the last time I posted. I hate feeling helpless and like there's nothing I can do to better the situation. I still love him. I still wanna be with him. My feelings will never change. It's gonna take me a very long time to get over this. Maybe I'll never get over it

Comments

[wugani]

aw sweetie, we haven't talked in days, and it sounds like I've missed a lot, try and call me tonight if you get the chance. Adam is here for ya, you can vent, cry, laugh, be silly i don't care, I'd love to talk to you tho... :D

aww honey!

[funnygirl25]

Thanks babe I didn't even see this til tonight lol. Shows how much I pay attention. We talked tonight and it was good can't wait til tomorrow hopefully it will be a big fiesta dance party, cuz that's exactly what I need. Thanks for caring about me and I love you! <3

[mylittleheart]

Oh God,
I don't even know what to say or write. It might not mean alot but I do know how you feel. My life haven't been a dance on roses, so I've been in similiar situations and I know how it can tear you down to the ground and just keep you there. It is never easy to take a decision on what to do, but why should you? You love this boy, nothing is going to change that. Keep loving him for it is what your heart desires, even if it brings you sorrows atleast you'll stay true to your heart and feelings. And you never know what happens in the future, who knows, anything can happen Shel, you just have to hang in there and life will take you by storm again. Trust me, when you least expect it, it will swoop you off your feet. Perhaps with your King, perhaps something else or someone else might appear.
I do wish you all happiness, even in this morbid situation. Do take care and fight for it is only you that can decide if you choose to live or be numb.

Silver moonlight and cherryblossoms
~Alejandra

[funnygirl25]

Thanks. I'm doing my best to cope with this. It's not easy, but I know I'll survive....I always do. Take care of yourself and thanks for caring!