i don't think my entries are all that morbid, or sad, at all. i don't try to sound depressed. i really like my life. and i would do very little to change it, even if i could. so you can keep your genie and the wishes he gives. just give me the chance to do what i want and care about what i want and i'll be fine and dandy.
and at the moment i have free reign, as far as i'm concerned.
joel, sometimes i wonder about you. you intrigue me, in the fact that i can never tell what you're really thinking or feeling. i'm not used to that. i'm used to looking at people and seeing into them. maybe you gaurd yourself, intentionally or unintentionally, or maybe i just don't understand. i probably just don't understand.
why did we stop talking after that one semester of gym? we were such good friends, why did it cease? and why did we start hanging out again? so much of my current life is due to you in one way or another. actually, it is my opinion, that if you had not come and played video games with james and me, and if you had not brought brittany, my life would still be the same as it was before. instead, it all changed. and it's due to you.
and at the moment i have free reign, as far as i'm concerned.
joel, sometimes i wonder about you. you intrigue me, in the fact that i can never tell what you're really thinking or feeling. i'm not used to that. i'm used to looking at people and seeing into them. maybe you gaurd yourself, intentionally or unintentionally, or maybe i just don't understand. i probably just don't understand.
why did we stop talking after that one semester of gym? we were such good friends, why did it cease? and why did we start hanging out again? so much of my current life is due to you in one way or another. actually, it is my opinion, that if you had not come and played video games with james and me, and if you had not brought brittany, my life would still be the same as it was before. instead, it all changed. and it's due to you.
curse you and thank you
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