To Be His Girl (Part 2)
Title: To Be His Girl
Author: funni_jes
Pairing: Yewon
Rating: PG
Parts: 2/2
Genre: Fluff-ish, humor
Summary: It was the hardest Yesung had ever listened, he strained his ears to make sure he picked every single word. These words he so desperately wanted to hear would either have him happily striving for something that would bring him all the happiness he ever dreampt of or bring him to the lowest level of personal hell where he knew he had absolutely no chance.
Siwon was over at the dorms again, he had been going over to the apartments more often lately, ever since they all went to the taping of a new show and since then all his beloved members were acting more strangely than usual.
All the members were still constently fighting, they had still not let the issue of who the best couple was go and each couple was trying to prove why they were the best, to Siwon's amuzament.
But more importantly since the show's taping Siwon noticed that Yesung was acting very weird, even by Yesung's standards. When they were thanking the staff and crew Siwon noticed Yesung wasn't looking at him and that he quickly rushed back home and locked himself in his room.
Worried over him Siwon came over the next day to look on him. It pained him to know that he was still shut in his room and that he hadn't been out, or at least that's Ryeowook said and he couldn't help but to think that he had something to do with it.
So he went to check on Yesung and when he opened his door he was sad to see that Yesung was lying in his bed, he didn't even respond when he heard the door open, like he didn't have the will or energy to even care that someone had come in, Siwon could have been a burglar or rapist and he didn't even care.
Siwon stayed at the doorway for a while watching Yesung, part of Siwon wanted to say something, anything, but he wasn't sure what he would say, another part of him wished that Yesung would sense his presence and turn around and another part of him wished that things with Yesung weren't so complicated, he knew that something was bothering him but he just didn't know what.
After a few moments of watching silently, Siwon could see that Yesung had fallen asleep, so he quietly left, just as he came. As he walked back down the hallway and back into the living room. While walking back he passed Heechul who gave him a forced smile as he walked into Yesung's room.
Siwon stopped dead in his tracks, he was curious as to why Heechul would suddenly want to pay Yesung a visit, especially since Siwon never remembered Heechul ever coming down to see Yesung, ever. But it quickly left his mind when he got to the end of the hallway and saw Donghae and Sungmin both playing tug of war with Eunhyuk.
Apparently Kyuhyun had been "eye-raping" Eunhyuk all day and when Sungmin tried to get the rapper to play with him Donghae wasn't having it. He didn't like the idea of anyone, especially the bunny of such a dirty perverted maknae trying to take his Hyukkie away. Which of course led to an outraged Sungmin saying he had every right to play with his friend, to which Donghae replied with a, "No way! Go play with your own boyfriend, and stop touching mine!" But neither gave up their grip on the poor monkey who just looked lost and in desperate need of help.
"Ok Sungie and I are going to go out, don't wait up for him, okay, bye" said Heechul as he waved his free hand and pulled Yesung along with the other.
"Where are you going?" asked Siwon, he didn't like that Heechul being so chummy with Yesung and he didn't like how he was holding on to the smaller boy and he definitely didn't like that he was calling him Sungie.
"Wouldn't you like to know" said Heechul as he stuck out his tongue and put on his shoes and then waited for Yesung to do the same. "It's a secret" he whispered as he grabbed Yesung again and left the apartment laughing.
'Secret...what secret, what kind of secret could it be that involves them going out' thought Siwon as he sat down on the sofa next to the Eunhae couple who were practically groping each other trying to one up the Kyumin couple as they sat on the floor cuddling. "Guys can you stop, or can you take it to your rooms, I really want to watch this" lied Siwon as he really just wanted to sit and think about what Heechul and Yesung were up to, he would have gone back to his own house but he was stalling, hoping that he might be able to stay over long enough to see Heechul and Yesung come home.
Unfortunately Siwon didn't make it 10 minutes waiting for Yesung to come home, he had to quickly escape the dorm when Eunhae and Kyumin's cuddling contest started turning more x-rated , and Siwon didn't want to stay any longer to see what it turned into or to see how the winning couple was going to be decided.
But he did come over the next day bright and early with the excuse that he thought that he forgot his iPod at the dorms and needed it back because he couldn't do anything without it, just so that he could go see if Yesung was alright and to see if maybe he would talk to him about this secret that he just had to know.
Siwon sat in the kitchen sipping the coffee he had just made and waited for his other members to wake up, he didn't dare make breakfast for them because Ryeowook would kill him for touching his kitchen. He just sat and waited patiently, as he sat he thought about secrets and Yesung and why it was that Heechul knew something and he was left out of the loop.
--
Yesung grudgingly got up the next morning not really wanting to start the day because he knew that he was under the mercy of Kim Heechul. Yesung slowly got up out of bed, he stretched, a little sore from the "little" shopping trip he and Heechul went on the night before because apparently Yesung didn't have any of the necessities that he needed to win over Siwon. He sighed looking over at the floor of his room filled with shopping bag. As Yesung tired to maneuver around his bags he heard the front door open and close, then he heard voices make a quick exchange before he heard footsteps.
"Good, you’re up. We have a lot of work to do" said Heechul as he opened and barged into Yesung's room.
"Good morning to you to hyung, yes I slept well, thank you" said Yesung
"Yay, don't get snappy at me, I gave up on my beauty sleep because I'm sympathetic to your cause, ok"
"You know hyung I'm not so sure I want to go through all this anymore, what if it doesn't work, I mean I don't even know if Siwonnie is even interested in me"
"Oh he is, trust me," said the older boy with a grin
"How can you be so sure?" asked Yesung
Heechul glanced at him and clicked his tongue, "One I'm Kim Heechul, two I know these things and three Siwon practically jumped out of his skin when he saw me just now”
"Siwon's here, already, but our schedule doesn't start till this evening, what is he doing here?"
"Duh, he's obviously here to see you, I could hear his head practically screaming at me for suddenly being so chummy with you, not to mention the death glares he sent me when he saw I was headed for your room again. I bet he's fuming right now that I've already been in here so long and that neither one of us has come out yet."
Yesung smiled after hearing what Heechul said, maybe Siwon did have some sort of interest in him, he had been hanging around more often and Yesung had thought he caught him staring at him a couple of times. Yesung wished that the younger boy was really there to see him and then he remembered that Siwon was over and he started rushing over to his closet to pick out an outfit so that he could see the gorgeous man.
"What are you doing?" asked Heechul when he saw Yesung practically dive for his closet.
"Siwon's outside" was all that Yesung said but Heechul understood.
"So what, your just going to change into anything and rush over to him" Heechul sighed, "No wonder your still single, you can't just go rushing over just because he's here, you'll just look needy, eager and desperate. Besides have you even looked at your face, your eyes are all puffy from sleeping and you haven't even showered yet, and why do you think we went shopping yesterday for, just so you could go out and be the same, plus I haven't even given you Kim Heechul's getting your man lessons yet."
"Oh right. Argh hyung where are you taking me~" complained Yesung when Heechul suddenly grabbed him.
"Were going to shower obviously" said Heechul with a smirk
"Together!"
--
'What the hell could he be doing in there?' Siwon asked himself as he continued to stare down the hallway. 'They've been in there way too long’ No faster did Siwon think that then did Yesung's door burst open.
"Sungie, if you don't..." Heechul started but Siwon couldn't make out the rest of what Heechul said but he did see the threatening look he gave.
"Good boy" said Heechul and Siwon saw Yesung trotting out of the room with Heechul still holding tightly onto Yesung's arm.
Siwon watched the younger boy had his head down embarrassed, if Yesung wasn't looking so cute with his morning hair he would have been more upset with Heechul.
"Good morning hyung" said Siwon from the living room, he wanted so badly for the older boy to talk to him and to get him away from Heechul.
"Argh~" yelled out Yesung when Heechul suddenly threw his towel over his head.
"Sorry Wonnie, Yesung and I can't talk right now we have to go shower" said Heechul with a fake smile
"Oh, ok" said Siwon dumbfounded as he watched Heechul pull a blind Yesung into the bathroom and loudly close the door.
"Wait..." started Siwon as Heechul's message about "we" and "shower" got through to him, "Together! Hyung!" yelled out Siwon as he got up from the couch.
'Why does Heechul need to shower with Yesung, what the hell is going on' thought Siwon as he started pacing in front of the hallway.
Siwon stopped moving when he noticed that he was pacing around like a crazy person, 'So what they’re showering together, lots of the members shower together all the time. Eunhyukkie and Sungmin use to shower all the time' thought Siwon as a smile came up to his face.
'Hmm...but they haven't showered together in the longest time too, Eunhyukkie only showers with Donghae now, if you can consider it showering' thought Siwon and chuckled but then he thought again about how Heechul and Yesung were together in the bathroom showering and he freaked out.
"Hyung~!" yelled out Siwon going down the hallway to the bathroom.
"What!" answered Heechul in an annoyed voice.
"What are...are you and..." started Siwon but couldn't get the words out
"What? Stop being so noisy you'll wake up Eunhae and Kyumin couples, and you know they'll need their rest"
Siwon was about to open his mouth to say something but Heechul cut him off, "Oh and btw what I and Sungie do is none of your business anyways, so why should you care?" rebutted Heechul's muffled voice through the door.
"I don't" responded Siwon automatically
But Heechul didn't answer, instead he heard Heechul giggle and the sound of flesh being hit and Yesung muffled cry and another fit of laughter from Heechul.
Siwon felt his heart race and his anger boil but like Heechul said it was none of his business so why should he care.
'Why do I care so much' thought Siwon as he left the hallway not wanting to hear anymore.
--
"Hyung, why did you make me do that, now Siwon will get the wrong idea" said Yesung as soon as he and Heechul were back in the confines of his room.
"What, don't you know anything~" asked as he sighed and sat on Ryeowook's bed, "That was all part of my plan, do you really think I wanted to see you naked, look with guys like Siwon, the possessive gentlemen type, you can't be all needy and available" said Heechul and Yesung just looked at him with a big question mark on his face.
"I purposely dragged you into the bathroom and went into the shower with you because I knew that Siwon being Siwon wouldn't be able to stand the fact that I was being so rough with you or that I was keeping you all to myself. I mean did you hear him yell when he realized that you and I were going to be there all alone and naked" said Heechul laughing.
"Oh is that why you slapped my butt all those times, you wanted to get a reaction out of Siwon" asked Yesung cutely.
"Ok, let's go with that. Now I'm going to pick out an outfit for you to wear and for fucks sake drop that straightener, he likes long and wavy hair remember, drop it!" yelled out Heechul as he saw that Yesung was going to keep it plugged in, no doubt to start warming it up to use.
--
Siwon continued to wait in the living room, for what he wasn't sure. Heechul and Yesung had left the bathroom and entered Yesung's room about 15 minutes ago, with Heechul pushing a very wet half naked (and hot) Yesung into his room a little too rough for Siwon's taste.
As Siwon waited most of the members had gotten up, Ryeowook who had slept up stairs was now cooking breakfast for everyone. Which delighted most of the members, especially Shindong and Eunhyuk.
But Siwon couldn't even think of eating at the moment the only thing he wanted to do was to get Yesung away from Heechul and have him ask what was bothering him so much that he had to go to Heechul for help.
"Breakfast is ready!" yelled out Ryeowook in a singsong voice.
"Alright~ common Siwon, Ryeowookie's made a lot of food" said Shindong.
And Siwon absentmindedly got up and followed Shindong into the kitchen.
There he found Eunhae sitting across from Kyumin and by the looks of it they were having a who could be more disgusting with each other contest. As Eunhyuk was sitting in Donghae's lap and Sungmin was tucking a napkin into Kyuhyun's shirt. Siwon was getting really sick of this now.
"Can't you guys find something better to do than to out couple each other, its getting really sickening" said Siwon as he sat down at the table.
"Your just jealous cuz you have no one to be a couple with" said Sungmin
"No, that's not it, you guys are just gross" said Siwon as Ryeowook put out the food on the table.
''Wait Shindong hyung, Yesungie and Heechul aren't here yet, I'll go call them" said Ryeowook as he took off his apron.
And Siwon watched as Ryeowook leave the kitchen and head down the hall to Yesung's room.
"Ok, everybody dig in" said Ryeowook
"What about Yesung and Heechul, shouldn't we wait for them?" asked Siwon
"Oh, Heechul hyung said that he and Yesung would eat later, that they were busy and to not disturb them"
"More for us, ok let's eat!" said Shindong digging in right away.
--
"Were not going to eat with everyone, but I'm hungry" pouted Yesung after Heechul shut the door on Ryeowook.
"Eating should be the last thing on your mind, I don't remember Siwon saying anything about liking someone who stuffs their face" said Heechul, "Besides you should watch what you eat and how much you eat especially in front of him. You don't want him thinking your a pig do you?"
"No''
"Exactly. And besides I have to teach you how to be Siwon's type by the end of today"
"Why by the end of today?" asked Yesung
"Because I have a late schedule later today, so you better pay close attention and don't make me waste my time" said Heechul with a menacing look.
"Thanks hyung, I'll try my hardest" said Yesung as he hugged his hyung.
--
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'Finally' thought Siwon, it had been a couple of days since he had last seen most of his members because of his tight schedule and he was happy that he had the weekend off to spend with them.
Siwon was so eager that he decided to come a night early and get a jump on his weekend by coming straight over from his last schedule Friday night.
"Hello!" yelled out Siwon as he entered the lower level dorm. "Hello?"
"Si-Siwon?" said a muffled voice off in the distance.
"Yeah, it's me," said Siwon as he walked into the living room.
"Your here...early" said a disheveled Donghae
"Am I interrupting something?" asked Siwon when he noticed the shade of red Eunhyuk had on his face and that he seemed very interested in everything but Siwon and the way Donghae glared at him.
"No, not at all, Hae's just being grumpy" said Eunhyuk
"Oh," said Siwon as he sat down next to the couple on the sofa. "Are you two the only ones home?"
"Yes" answered Donghae bitterly, and Eunhyuk elbowed him
"Maybe I should go upstairs and visit the guys up there" said Siwon sensing Donghae's anger, he didn't want to be responsible for his bad mood for the whole weekend and Siwon knew especially how unpleasant he could be when he was denied his Hyukkie.
"Yea" said Donghae quickly. And Eunhyuk elbowed him again.
"There's no one up there" said Eunhyuk giving Donghae a face.
"Why? Where is everyone?" asked Siwon.
"Well, I think Teukie, Shindong, and Sungmin, are still taping a show. But everyone else went out with Yesung to try out some new place, to see if it was any good" said Eunhyuk
"Yesung?"
"Yea, Yesung invited everyone to go out tonight, he's been doing that a lot lately" said Eunhyuk.
"What do you mean?" asked Siwon, this new development had him wondering what if he had missed something.
"He means that lately Yesung's been different. He invites the members out, and he's stopped touching everyone and he's been sleeping in his own room too." said Donghae
"Not to mention he's...he's..."started Eunhyuk
"He's what?" asked Siwon.
"I can't describe it, you just have to see for yourself" said Eunhyuk
The next day Siwon went back down to the 11th floor having been kicked out the night before by Donghae.
"Hi, Siwon" said Sungmin when Siwon entered the living room.
"Good timing Siwon, Ryeowook's about done cooking" said Shindong.
"Foods done, oh hi Siwon, common, foods done" said Ryeowook.
"Shouldn't we wait for Yesung, I'll go call him" said Kyuhyun eagerly.
"Cho Kyuhyun! Stop that, your escorting me to the table, remember me your boyfriend" said an upset bunny.
"I'll go call him then" said Shindong as he didn't even wait for a reply and headed don the hall.
Now Siwon thought something was definitely up if Shindong was passing up food to get Yesung.
"What's going on?" asked Siwon as he sat down at the table with the rest of the members.
"Yesung said he'd be right in" said Shindong with a happy grin on his face.
"Good morning" said the figure in a faint whisper that sounded wispy but still deep and if possible even more sensual than usual.
''Yesung?!?'' said Siwon as he looked at the figure he knew was his hyung but wasn't 100% sure.
He eyed this Yesung up and down. He looked good, damn good. He was wearing extremely tight skinny jeans, that accented his legs well and they hung low, just below his hips so that the hip bone stuck out deliciously. He also wore a big belt buckle of a 'y', that made you look at the boy's *crouch. Siwon's heart raced a little after seeing where that 'y' stopped at. Above the buckle a little skin was exposed where Yesung's shirt was cut a bit too short.
Siwon wished that he cold jump over the table and run his fingers over the exposed patch of skin, but he shook off that thought. His eyes traveled upward that the shirt he was wearing, Siwon could have sworn he saw Heechul with the exact same shirt as well. He remembered because he thought the shirt was way to girly for a guy to be wearing it but it looked great on Yesung. It was hot pink with a low dipping neckline that showed off Yesung's toned chest, and soft, wool that made you want to go over and touch the material and maybe touch something more. And the shirt went well with Yesung's black hair that usually looked sharp and edgy but today it was wavy and soft, and made the rest of Yesung's soft as well, his eyes he would hide behind his hair were now away from his face and made his face look cuter and approachable.
''Hyung you look great~'' said Ryeowook as he went over to Yesung and hugged him.
And that’s when he noticed something was off, even though Ryeowook was the shortest member when he and Yesung hugged there was too much of a difference. Siwon scrunched his face looking at Yesung trying to remember if Yesung was always that tall.
--
"Good morning", said Yesung in the way that Heechul had taught him to speak. At first Yesung thought that it was really annoying and a real strain but he had to admit he was getting used to it.
But one thing he was not getting used to was the way other members were treating him lately. He looked around the room and saw each member aww at him. And Yesung did well to remember not to stare at Siwon at all or give him any attention at all, like Heechul taught him.
He grinned widely as he saw the lustful looks of Shindong and Kyuhyun and the glares from Sungmin and Donghae. And the happy looks on Eunhyuk and Ryeowook's faces. But When Yesung finally stopped on Siwon's face he was taken a back.
"Hyung you look great~'' said Ryeowook as he went over to hug Yesung, to which Yesung hugged him back , and Yesung chanced a look over at Siwon and he immediately wished he hadn't. The younger was looking at him with a very strange look, it was speechless or in awe like the others had given him or even a lust-filled look like the one that Kyuhyun kept giving him. It was different and Yesung didn't like it. He looked confused and maybe even displeased.
Yesung quickly panicked, what even after all this work he still wasn't Siwon's type. Yesung crumbled he wanted to run back into his room and cry.
"Here Sungie, someone as handsome as you, should be treated with the utmost care" said Kyuhyun as he pulled out Yesung's chair for him and distracted him from leaving.
"Thank you Kyuhyun" said Yesung in his wispy new voice and sat down and Sungmin glared at him.
"Well, let's eat before the food gets cold" said Ryeowook as he sat down next to Yesung.
---
Siwon looked around the table and saw Shindong and Kyuhyun practically drool all over Yesung and never in his life had Siwon wanted to punch his members in their faces.
"So what are we going to do today" asked Shindong when he paused from eating.
"I don't know. What are the other members going to do today" said Siwon casually.
"I was actually talking to Yesung." said Shindong and Siwon glared at him and looked over to Yesung.
Yesung smiled at Shindong, creating half crescent shaped eyes that looked too adorable.
"Well, actually I thought that we could all just get together and watch some movies together. We all haven't been able to hang out together in a while, it'll be nice to just sit around and enjoy each others company." said Yesung cutely.
"That's a great idea, I want to hang out with all of my hyungs together" said Kyuhyun with a smile on his face that Sungmin didn't like.
Everyone continued to eat together, commenting on things every now and again. Siwon could see Sungmin throwing glares at Kyuhyun and Donghae throwing looks at Eunhyuk. While Eunhyuk kept looking at Yesung and then to him smiling.
---
"Well I'm done thank you for the meal, Ryeowookie" said Yesung as he went to get up from the table.
"Wait, but you hardly ate anything, hyung" said Ryeowook.
"I know" said Yesung. 'You don't want to look like a pig, so eat only a third of what you have on the plate, and excuses yourself to your room, and make sure no one follows you and eat a snack you'll have stashed away, that way you look more dainty and feminine' rang Heechul's voice in Yesung's head.
"Are you sick?" asked Shindong with panic and concern.
"No, no, I just want to finish this book I've been reading" said Yesung with an innocent face, knowing it'd spark someone's curiosity.
---
"Book?" asked Siwon, he was surprised that anyone of his members was sacrificing eating for reading.
"Yes, I can read you know, and I really want to see if Dr. Ludwig figures out where he is and how to get home" said Yesung as he turned to leave, dazing Siwon for a second with his backside view.
"Wait, your reading 'Where are we and what can I do about' by Barry Foster" asked Siwon amazed
"Yes, have you read it?" asked Yesung cutely turning his head to one side.
"Read it, it's my new favorite book, Barry Foster is my favorite author" said Siwon looking at Yesung with excitement.
"Really, well I'm almost done with the book, maybe after I finish it you could lend me another Barry Foster book" said Yesung in a whisper and in a cute flirty way that made Siwon want to immediately agree and invite Yesung to his place where he could read to him.
"Well, if you excuse me" said Yesung with another cute smile and left the room.
---
Saturday came and went.
The whole day was a blur for both Siwon and Yesung.
For Yesung he spent the day trying to execute everything Heechul thought him, while he tried to hold the interests of every member, while trying to ignore Siwon but also while making sure he was paying attention to everything he did.
Siwon spent most of the day watching Yesung and trying to keep his fists in check. The whole day Siwon watched Yesung in amazement. It was like he was a totally different person and Siwon didn't know if he liked it. He was more friendly and easy going with the other guys. He was also more feminine and appealing, and Siwon definitely didn't like how the other members noticed as well and Siwon definitely didn't like that the members kept calling for Yesung and how they kept touching him.
Sick and tired of his members behavior and the confusing way Yesung was acting and making him feel Siwon decided to call it a night and bid everyone a good night and headed back to his own house.
---
Yesung laughed especially hard when Shindong said something to him and saw Siwon making his way over to each member
'Shit! He's leaving already, want do I do' thought Yesung as he tried to come up with a plan to get Siwon to stay a longer so that he can see that he changed and was now his ideal type(minus the girl part).
Yesung looked over and saw that Siwon was nearing Heechul, and so quickly sent a SOS message with his eyes over to his hyung.
"Bye Heechul hyung" said Siwon as he hugged the older man.
"Leaving already Siwonnie?" asked Heechul, "You haven't even noticed that Sungie..."
"Noticed..." said Siwon a little annoyed that Heechul was close to the beautiful man, that he knew something else while he was still left in the dark.
"Noticed that Sungie has wanted to ask you something but has been to shy to" said Heechul and he smirked at both Siwon's surprised happy expressing and Yesung's horrified one.
"Re- Really?" asked Siwon
"Yea, Sungie~" called Heechul and Yesung hesitantly came over. "Sungie I was just telling Siwon here how you've been dying to ask him if you could join him for his morning workout"
"What!" said both Siwon and Yesung
"Oh common, there's no use being so shy" said Heechul as he pinched Yesung's check as a way of telling him, 'Shut up and cooperate with me'. "He's worried that he might slow you down or get in your way so he didn't want to ask you but he really wants to start getting in shape and he thinks you’re the perfect example of health" said Heechul throwing Yesung a look.
'What the hell is he doing' thought Yesung in his head, he's making me sound like such a girl, themes no way that Siwon would buy this, he's going to see right through this and know something’s up' thought Yesung as he kept throwing side glances at Siwon, waiting for him to call him out.
"Really hyung" said Siwon with a bright smile he couldn't hide.
'I can't believe he bought that' thought Yesung as he nodded in response to Siwon's question.
"So what do you say Siwon? You don't mind taking Sungie with you do you?" asked Heechul as he watched with amusement the stare Siwon was giving Yesung.
"No I don't mind at all, I actually would like the company" said Siwon as he couldn't help but blush a little.
'OMG, is he blushing, omg did he just say he likes my company?'
“So I guess I’ll swing by to pick you up at 4:45am, bye Heechul hyung, bye Yesung hyung” said Siwon as he made his way to the door.
Yesung watched the Siwon go with bulging eyes, and as soon as he thought that he really was gone he turned to Heechul.
“Hyung why did you have to say all that?!” asked Yesung.
“What you were the one who practically begged me to help you out with your eyes, besides this is good, this is something that Siwon likes to do and didn’t you see how happy he was that you were going to be going too” smirked Heechul.
“Yeah, but 4:45~ that’s to early!!!” said Yesung exasperated
“I never said this was going to be easy, now you just have to go and try
not to make a total fool out of yourself and then you and Siwon will get to spend some alone time with each other and he might get to see how much you are his type”
“I guess” said Yesung as he headed for his room, if he was going to get up to work out at 4:45 he needed his rest.
--
Siwon got up early wanting to make sure that he was there on time to go pick up Yesung. He didn’t know why but he was nervous to be working out with the older man. Which didn’t make any sense to him since he was the best at working out among there members.
‘It’s probably just the fact that I haven’t been alone with just Yesung since…forever~’ thought Siwon as he opened the apartment door and quietly made his way to the living room.
At first he thought that maybe Yesung had forgotten that he was coming to pick him up but then he looked and saw that the kitchen light was on and he entered.
There he saw a bed-head ridden Yesung, clutching onto a cup of coffee like his life depended on it. Siwon thought he looked cute, with his hair all messy and that he his sleepy face looked innocent like an angel.
“Yesung…hyung” called out Siwon as he got closer to the boy. He didn’t want to wake him up, he looked to cute but he didn’t want to leave him there, he could get sick or worse he might wake up later and think that Siwon had forgotten about him.
“Yesung…” said Siwon this time shaking his shoulder slightly.
“Oh, Siwon” said Yesung as he stirred from his sleep and saw that the younger man was already there. “I’m sorry, I must have dosed off, have you been here long” said Yesung as he rubbed his eyes cutely.
“No, I just got here” smiled Siwon. “You know you don’t have to come if you don’t want to hyung, you look pretty sleepy, we could do this another time if you want” said Siwon, not really wanting Yesung to take him up on his offer and not go at all.
“No, I want to go, I’m just not use to waking up so early. Let’s go!” said Yesung as he pointed to the door and ran out.
‘He is too cute’ thought Siwon.
--
"Wake up Yesung"
"Huh...Si-Siwon" said Yesung groggily as he remembered where and what he was doing. "I'm sorry, are we there yet, I must have fallen asleep" said Yesung as he sat himself straight in the passenger seat.
"Let's workout!" said Yesung as he gave a big yawn.
But as he yawned he noticed that the sky was much clearer than it should be for 5am.
"When did it get so light out" he asked
"It's already 7:30" said Siwon who Yesung didn't notice was squatting down next to him with the car door open and him staring at him so intently.
"Why-why didn't you wake me Siwon" stuttered Yesung as Siwon's glare was making his heart race.
"You looked so peaceful sleeping, I didn't want to wake up" said Siwon
"Oh" flushed Yesung embarrassed
"Hyung can I ask you something?" said Siwon calmly
Yesung looked at Siwon for a second and then answered' "Ok"
"You didn't really want to come working out with me, did you?" asked Siwon as he looked directly at Yesung
"What?!" said Yesung in shock. 'Oh no, he probably thinks that because I fell asleep so easily' thought Yesung.
"And you really don't care about getting in shape or like Barry Foster books do you?" asked Siwon as he showed Yesung his bag that he had brought along, where Yesung had forgotten to take out his 'Working Out and Getting In Shape for dummies' and his Spark Notes version of a couple of Barry Foster's books.
"You-you looked through my bag" said Yesung as tears started swelling in his eyes, he was caught and Siwon probably wouldn't want anything to do with a phony like him.
--
Siwon saw the older man’s eyes tear up and he instantly felt like he shouldn't have said anything at all.
"I'm sorry hyung, it was just you looked so peaceful sleeping and you weren't wearing your sweater so i thought you must have put it in your bag so i looked through it just to get your jacket and cover you so that you wouldn't freeze. I didn't mean to look through your things, honest! I'm sorry" said Siwon in a rush
"I forgot my jacket at home" said Yesung as he sobbed out loud.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn’t have gone through your bag" said Siwon as he hugged the boy around the middle. "Please don't cry, it's my fault, forgive me"
"This is all Heechul's fault" said Yesung as Siwon felt him shake his head.
"What...did Heechul take your jacket and forget to return it" said Siwon, clueless to what Yesung was talking about.
"No..." hiccupped Yesung.
And Siwon pulled away to look at Yesung. Siwon could tell that he wanted to say something but wasn't sure if he should or not.
"Then what...tell me please" said Siwon as he wiped some of Yesung's tears away.
--
Yesung was caught and he didn't know what to do. Half of him was telling him to just tell Siwon the truth and to take the outcome like a man, whether good or bad. The other half of him was telling him to play dumb and to tell Siwon that Heechul must have planted those things on him to make him look bad.
Yesung was wrapped up with his own inner battle he almost forgot Siwon was there, that is until he felt Siwon's big warm hand on his face.
"Then what...tell me please" said Siwon.
And Yesung didn't know whether it was the sincere look in Siwon's eyes, or his warm touch or the fact that he was tried of being in his opinion someone he's not but Yesung decided to come clean and tell Siwon everything.
"Stupid Heechul" said Yesung as he looked down at Siwon.
Siwon smiled up at him and said, "Why is Heechul stupid"
"Because...because he said that I needed to read up on your interests, but were busy people so I bought those books and now you know and I'm sorry I didn't mean to lie to you" said Yesung as he felt tears welling up again.
"Wait, I don't get it, why would Heechul tell you to read up on my interests" asked Siwon as he cupped his hand around Yesung's cheek.
"Because...because he said one of the ways to a man's heart is to take interest in the things he's interested in" said Yesung as he looked down. And Yesung heard Siwon chuckle and that's when he started crying again.
"I see, is that why you two have been so chummy lately?" asked Siwon and Yesung nodded.
"Let me guess he also told you had to be more feminine...which would explain the clothes and the whispering voice"
"How did you know?" asked Yesung embarrassed, he hadn’t fooled Siwon for a second and he had made a fool of himself.
"Heechul taught the same things to Donghae when he started pursing Eunhyuk"
"Oh" said Yesung and he started sobbing again.
"Aigoo" said Siwon as he hugged his hyung again. "I really wish he would have just told me and saved the both of us all this trouble"
"What?" asked Yesung
"You should have just told me how you felt Yesung, instead of going to Heechul and his stupid advice, ‘the way to a man's heart is to take interest in the things he's interested in’...well what I'm interested in is you, and you've had my heart all along" said Siwon as he pulled away to look Yesung in the eyes.
“What?!” said Yesung
“I like you Yesung” said Siwon as he went to hug Yesung again.
“Wait a minute” said Yesung, as what Siwon said started to anger him. “This is all your fault, he said as he pushed Siwon away”
“My fault?” said Siwon with a hurt face.
“Yes. If you liked me why did you say all those things on that talk show we were on” said Yesung with a frown, and Siwon just looked at him.
“You said that you liked someone who was outgoing, smart, good around people, down to earth, tall, has a sweet voice, long wavy hair and a girl. Basically everything opposite me. And that’s why I listened to Heechul that’s why went shopping and started being more outgoing and tried to be more girly and…and…” said Yesung as he remembered all he went through and how hopeless he felt when he thought Siwon couldn’t like him and he started tearing up again.
“Sungie, I’m sorry, I know I should have told you how I felt but…” started Siwon
“But what” said Yesung
“But I didn’t want to confess in case we got called back to Suju M activities. I didn’t want to confess and then leave you all alone here, I didn’t think it was fair to ask you to wait when I didn’t know how long I would be away for this time.”
“But why did you say that your ideal type was all those things?” asked Yesung a smile playing upon his lips at the thought that Siwon had wanted to confess to him along.
“Because” started Siwon, “I see how sad some of the other couples are sometimes when they can’t be together or when every little love gesture gets blown up and shared with the whole world.” said Siwon as he took a hold of Yesung’s small hands in his own.
“And its bad enough I have to share you with the other members and Elf, so I said all those things to throw them off because I don’t want to share our love with anyone”
“Siwon” said Yesung as he lunged foreword and hugged the younger man.
“I love you” said Siwon and he gently pulled Yesung off him and he then brought their faces together until their lips met in a sweet but sensual first kiss.
After they broke apart they hugged again and Yesung was the first one to break the silence.
“And to think I went through all that trouble when all along you already loved me” giggled Yesung.
“Common” said Siwon as he buckled Yesung in again and went to the other side of the car into the driver’s seat. “Let’s go home”
“What’s the rush?” asked Yesung as Siwon started the car and started driving.
“First we have to get rid of all those outfits Heechul made you buy…well maybe not all of them” said Siwon and Yesung blushed. “Second I have to have a talk with Heechul, he is not allowed to call you baby Sungie anymore and you are not allowed to be so buddy- buddy with him. And third we have to tell all the members that we are together, especially Shindong and Kyuhyun, I swear if they look at you like they did when you weren’t mine then they are all going to get a punch in the face” said Siwon.
“Wonnie~” said Yesung shyly as he held Siwon’s hand
“What… you’re my girl" said Siwon and though Yesung didn’t like that he was being called he had to agree that now he really was his girl, finally.
Author: funni_jes
Pairing: Yewon
Rating: PG
Parts: 2/2
Genre: Fluff-ish, humor
Summary: It was the hardest Yesung had ever listened, he strained his ears to make sure he picked every single word. These words he so desperately wanted to hear would either have him happily striving for something that would bring him all the happiness he ever dreampt of or bring him to the lowest level of personal hell where he knew he had absolutely no chance.
Siwon was over at the dorms again, he had been going over to the apartments more often lately, ever since they all went to the taping of a new show and since then all his beloved members were acting more strangely than usual.
All the members were still constently fighting, they had still not let the issue of who the best couple was go and each couple was trying to prove why they were the best, to Siwon's amuzament.
But more importantly since the show's taping Siwon noticed that Yesung was acting very weird, even by Yesung's standards. When they were thanking the staff and crew Siwon noticed Yesung wasn't looking at him and that he quickly rushed back home and locked himself in his room.
Worried over him Siwon came over the next day to look on him. It pained him to know that he was still shut in his room and that he hadn't been out, or at least that's Ryeowook said and he couldn't help but to think that he had something to do with it.
So he went to check on Yesung and when he opened his door he was sad to see that Yesung was lying in his bed, he didn't even respond when he heard the door open, like he didn't have the will or energy to even care that someone had come in, Siwon could have been a burglar or rapist and he didn't even care.
Siwon stayed at the doorway for a while watching Yesung, part of Siwon wanted to say something, anything, but he wasn't sure what he would say, another part of him wished that Yesung would sense his presence and turn around and another part of him wished that things with Yesung weren't so complicated, he knew that something was bothering him but he just didn't know what.
After a few moments of watching silently, Siwon could see that Yesung had fallen asleep, so he quietly left, just as he came. As he walked back down the hallway and back into the living room. While walking back he passed Heechul who gave him a forced smile as he walked into Yesung's room.
Siwon stopped dead in his tracks, he was curious as to why Heechul would suddenly want to pay Yesung a visit, especially since Siwon never remembered Heechul ever coming down to see Yesung, ever. But it quickly left his mind when he got to the end of the hallway and saw Donghae and Sungmin both playing tug of war with Eunhyuk.
Apparently Kyuhyun had been "eye-raping" Eunhyuk all day and when Sungmin tried to get the rapper to play with him Donghae wasn't having it. He didn't like the idea of anyone, especially the bunny of such a dirty perverted maknae trying to take his Hyukkie away. Which of course led to an outraged Sungmin saying he had every right to play with his friend, to which Donghae replied with a, "No way! Go play with your own boyfriend, and stop touching mine!" But neither gave up their grip on the poor monkey who just looked lost and in desperate need of help.
"Ok Sungie and I are going to go out, don't wait up for him, okay, bye" said Heechul as he waved his free hand and pulled Yesung along with the other.
"Where are you going?" asked Siwon, he didn't like that Heechul being so chummy with Yesung and he didn't like how he was holding on to the smaller boy and he definitely didn't like that he was calling him Sungie.
"Wouldn't you like to know" said Heechul as he stuck out his tongue and put on his shoes and then waited for Yesung to do the same. "It's a secret" he whispered as he grabbed Yesung again and left the apartment laughing.
'Secret...what secret, what kind of secret could it be that involves them going out' thought Siwon as he sat down on the sofa next to the Eunhae couple who were practically groping each other trying to one up the Kyumin couple as they sat on the floor cuddling. "Guys can you stop, or can you take it to your rooms, I really want to watch this" lied Siwon as he really just wanted to sit and think about what Heechul and Yesung were up to, he would have gone back to his own house but he was stalling, hoping that he might be able to stay over long enough to see Heechul and Yesung come home.
Unfortunately Siwon didn't make it 10 minutes waiting for Yesung to come home, he had to quickly escape the dorm when Eunhae and Kyumin's cuddling contest started turning more x-rated , and Siwon didn't want to stay any longer to see what it turned into or to see how the winning couple was going to be decided.
But he did come over the next day bright and early with the excuse that he thought that he forgot his iPod at the dorms and needed it back because he couldn't do anything without it, just so that he could go see if Yesung was alright and to see if maybe he would talk to him about this secret that he just had to know.
Siwon sat in the kitchen sipping the coffee he had just made and waited for his other members to wake up, he didn't dare make breakfast for them because Ryeowook would kill him for touching his kitchen. He just sat and waited patiently, as he sat he thought about secrets and Yesung and why it was that Heechul knew something and he was left out of the loop.
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Yesung grudgingly got up the next morning not really wanting to start the day because he knew that he was under the mercy of Kim Heechul. Yesung slowly got up out of bed, he stretched, a little sore from the "little" shopping trip he and Heechul went on the night before because apparently Yesung didn't have any of the necessities that he needed to win over Siwon. He sighed looking over at the floor of his room filled with shopping bag. As Yesung tired to maneuver around his bags he heard the front door open and close, then he heard voices make a quick exchange before he heard footsteps.
"Good, you’re up. We have a lot of work to do" said Heechul as he opened and barged into Yesung's room.
"Good morning to you to hyung, yes I slept well, thank you" said Yesung
"Yay, don't get snappy at me, I gave up on my beauty sleep because I'm sympathetic to your cause, ok"
"You know hyung I'm not so sure I want to go through all this anymore, what if it doesn't work, I mean I don't even know if Siwonnie is even interested in me"
"Oh he is, trust me," said the older boy with a grin
"How can you be so sure?" asked Yesung
Heechul glanced at him and clicked his tongue, "One I'm Kim Heechul, two I know these things and three Siwon practically jumped out of his skin when he saw me just now”
"Siwon's here, already, but our schedule doesn't start till this evening, what is he doing here?"
"Duh, he's obviously here to see you, I could hear his head practically screaming at me for suddenly being so chummy with you, not to mention the death glares he sent me when he saw I was headed for your room again. I bet he's fuming right now that I've already been in here so long and that neither one of us has come out yet."
Yesung smiled after hearing what Heechul said, maybe Siwon did have some sort of interest in him, he had been hanging around more often and Yesung had thought he caught him staring at him a couple of times. Yesung wished that the younger boy was really there to see him and then he remembered that Siwon was over and he started rushing over to his closet to pick out an outfit so that he could see the gorgeous man.
"What are you doing?" asked Heechul when he saw Yesung practically dive for his closet.
"Siwon's outside" was all that Yesung said but Heechul understood.
"So what, your just going to change into anything and rush over to him" Heechul sighed, "No wonder your still single, you can't just go rushing over just because he's here, you'll just look needy, eager and desperate. Besides have you even looked at your face, your eyes are all puffy from sleeping and you haven't even showered yet, and why do you think we went shopping yesterday for, just so you could go out and be the same, plus I haven't even given you Kim Heechul's getting your man lessons yet."
"Oh right. Argh hyung where are you taking me~" complained Yesung when Heechul suddenly grabbed him.
"Were going to shower obviously" said Heechul with a smirk
"Together!"
--
'What the hell could he be doing in there?' Siwon asked himself as he continued to stare down the hallway. 'They've been in there way too long’ No faster did Siwon think that then did Yesung's door burst open.
"Sungie, if you don't..." Heechul started but Siwon couldn't make out the rest of what Heechul said but he did see the threatening look he gave.
"Good boy" said Heechul and Siwon saw Yesung trotting out of the room with Heechul still holding tightly onto Yesung's arm.
Siwon watched the younger boy had his head down embarrassed, if Yesung wasn't looking so cute with his morning hair he would have been more upset with Heechul.
"Good morning hyung" said Siwon from the living room, he wanted so badly for the older boy to talk to him and to get him away from Heechul.
"Argh~" yelled out Yesung when Heechul suddenly threw his towel over his head.
"Sorry Wonnie, Yesung and I can't talk right now we have to go shower" said Heechul with a fake smile
"Oh, ok" said Siwon dumbfounded as he watched Heechul pull a blind Yesung into the bathroom and loudly close the door.
"Wait..." started Siwon as Heechul's message about "we" and "shower" got through to him, "Together! Hyung!" yelled out Siwon as he got up from the couch.
'Why does Heechul need to shower with Yesung, what the hell is going on' thought Siwon as he started pacing in front of the hallway.
Siwon stopped moving when he noticed that he was pacing around like a crazy person, 'So what they’re showering together, lots of the members shower together all the time. Eunhyukkie and Sungmin use to shower all the time' thought Siwon as a smile came up to his face.
'Hmm...but they haven't showered together in the longest time too, Eunhyukkie only showers with Donghae now, if you can consider it showering' thought Siwon and chuckled but then he thought again about how Heechul and Yesung were together in the bathroom showering and he freaked out.
"Hyung~!" yelled out Siwon going down the hallway to the bathroom.
"What!" answered Heechul in an annoyed voice.
"What are...are you and..." started Siwon but couldn't get the words out
"What? Stop being so noisy you'll wake up Eunhae and Kyumin couples, and you know they'll need their rest"
Siwon was about to open his mouth to say something but Heechul cut him off, "Oh and btw what I and Sungie do is none of your business anyways, so why should you care?" rebutted Heechul's muffled voice through the door.
"I don't" responded Siwon automatically
But Heechul didn't answer, instead he heard Heechul giggle and the sound of flesh being hit and Yesung muffled cry and another fit of laughter from Heechul.
Siwon felt his heart race and his anger boil but like Heechul said it was none of his business so why should he care.
'Why do I care so much' thought Siwon as he left the hallway not wanting to hear anymore.
--
"Hyung, why did you make me do that, now Siwon will get the wrong idea" said Yesung as soon as he and Heechul were back in the confines of his room.
"What, don't you know anything~" asked as he sighed and sat on Ryeowook's bed, "That was all part of my plan, do you really think I wanted to see you naked, look with guys like Siwon, the possessive gentlemen type, you can't be all needy and available" said Heechul and Yesung just looked at him with a big question mark on his face.
"I purposely dragged you into the bathroom and went into the shower with you because I knew that Siwon being Siwon wouldn't be able to stand the fact that I was being so rough with you or that I was keeping you all to myself. I mean did you hear him yell when he realized that you and I were going to be there all alone and naked" said Heechul laughing.
"Oh is that why you slapped my butt all those times, you wanted to get a reaction out of Siwon" asked Yesung cutely.
"Ok, let's go with that. Now I'm going to pick out an outfit for you to wear and for fucks sake drop that straightener, he likes long and wavy hair remember, drop it!" yelled out Heechul as he saw that Yesung was going to keep it plugged in, no doubt to start warming it up to use.
--
Siwon continued to wait in the living room, for what he wasn't sure. Heechul and Yesung had left the bathroom and entered Yesung's room about 15 minutes ago, with Heechul pushing a very wet half naked (and hot) Yesung into his room a little too rough for Siwon's taste.
As Siwon waited most of the members had gotten up, Ryeowook who had slept up stairs was now cooking breakfast for everyone. Which delighted most of the members, especially Shindong and Eunhyuk.
But Siwon couldn't even think of eating at the moment the only thing he wanted to do was to get Yesung away from Heechul and have him ask what was bothering him so much that he had to go to Heechul for help.
"Breakfast is ready!" yelled out Ryeowook in a singsong voice.
"Alright~ common Siwon, Ryeowookie's made a lot of food" said Shindong.
And Siwon absentmindedly got up and followed Shindong into the kitchen.
There he found Eunhae sitting across from Kyumin and by the looks of it they were having a who could be more disgusting with each other contest. As Eunhyuk was sitting in Donghae's lap and Sungmin was tucking a napkin into Kyuhyun's shirt. Siwon was getting really sick of this now.
"Can't you guys find something better to do than to out couple each other, its getting really sickening" said Siwon as he sat down at the table.
"Your just jealous cuz you have no one to be a couple with" said Sungmin
"No, that's not it, you guys are just gross" said Siwon as Ryeowook put out the food on the table.
''Wait Shindong hyung, Yesungie and Heechul aren't here yet, I'll go call them" said Ryeowook as he took off his apron.
And Siwon watched as Ryeowook leave the kitchen and head down the hall to Yesung's room.
"Ok, everybody dig in" said Ryeowook
"What about Yesung and Heechul, shouldn't we wait for them?" asked Siwon
"Oh, Heechul hyung said that he and Yesung would eat later, that they were busy and to not disturb them"
"More for us, ok let's eat!" said Shindong digging in right away.
--
"Were not going to eat with everyone, but I'm hungry" pouted Yesung after Heechul shut the door on Ryeowook.
"Eating should be the last thing on your mind, I don't remember Siwon saying anything about liking someone who stuffs their face" said Heechul, "Besides you should watch what you eat and how much you eat especially in front of him. You don't want him thinking your a pig do you?"
"No''
"Exactly. And besides I have to teach you how to be Siwon's type by the end of today"
"Why by the end of today?" asked Yesung
"Because I have a late schedule later today, so you better pay close attention and don't make me waste my time" said Heechul with a menacing look.
"Thanks hyung, I'll try my hardest" said Yesung as he hugged his hyung.
--
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'Finally' thought Siwon, it had been a couple of days since he had last seen most of his members because of his tight schedule and he was happy that he had the weekend off to spend with them.
Siwon was so eager that he decided to come a night early and get a jump on his weekend by coming straight over from his last schedule Friday night.
"Hello!" yelled out Siwon as he entered the lower level dorm. "Hello?"
"Si-Siwon?" said a muffled voice off in the distance.
"Yeah, it's me," said Siwon as he walked into the living room.
"Your here...early" said a disheveled Donghae
"Am I interrupting something?" asked Siwon when he noticed the shade of red Eunhyuk had on his face and that he seemed very interested in everything but Siwon and the way Donghae glared at him.
"No, not at all, Hae's just being grumpy" said Eunhyuk
"Oh," said Siwon as he sat down next to the couple on the sofa. "Are you two the only ones home?"
"Yes" answered Donghae bitterly, and Eunhyuk elbowed him
"Maybe I should go upstairs and visit the guys up there" said Siwon sensing Donghae's anger, he didn't want to be responsible for his bad mood for the whole weekend and Siwon knew especially how unpleasant he could be when he was denied his Hyukkie.
"Yea" said Donghae quickly. And Eunhyuk elbowed him again.
"There's no one up there" said Eunhyuk giving Donghae a face.
"Why? Where is everyone?" asked Siwon.
"Well, I think Teukie, Shindong, and Sungmin, are still taping a show. But everyone else went out with Yesung to try out some new place, to see if it was any good" said Eunhyuk
"Yesung?"
"Yea, Yesung invited everyone to go out tonight, he's been doing that a lot lately" said Eunhyuk.
"What do you mean?" asked Siwon, this new development had him wondering what if he had missed something.
"He means that lately Yesung's been different. He invites the members out, and he's stopped touching everyone and he's been sleeping in his own room too." said Donghae
"Not to mention he's...he's..."started Eunhyuk
"He's what?" asked Siwon.
"I can't describe it, you just have to see for yourself" said Eunhyuk
The next day Siwon went back down to the 11th floor having been kicked out the night before by Donghae.
"Hi, Siwon" said Sungmin when Siwon entered the living room.
"Good timing Siwon, Ryeowook's about done cooking" said Shindong.
"Foods done, oh hi Siwon, common, foods done" said Ryeowook.
"Shouldn't we wait for Yesung, I'll go call him" said Kyuhyun eagerly.
"Cho Kyuhyun! Stop that, your escorting me to the table, remember me your boyfriend" said an upset bunny.
"I'll go call him then" said Shindong as he didn't even wait for a reply and headed don the hall.
Now Siwon thought something was definitely up if Shindong was passing up food to get Yesung.
"What's going on?" asked Siwon as he sat down at the table with the rest of the members.
"Yesung said he'd be right in" said Shindong with a happy grin on his face.
"Good morning" said the figure in a faint whisper that sounded wispy but still deep and if possible even more sensual than usual.
''Yesung?!?'' said Siwon as he looked at the figure he knew was his hyung but wasn't 100% sure.
He eyed this Yesung up and down. He looked good, damn good. He was wearing extremely tight skinny jeans, that accented his legs well and they hung low, just below his hips so that the hip bone stuck out deliciously. He also wore a big belt buckle of a 'y', that made you look at the boy's *crouch. Siwon's heart raced a little after seeing where that 'y' stopped at. Above the buckle a little skin was exposed where Yesung's shirt was cut a bit too short.
Siwon wished that he cold jump over the table and run his fingers over the exposed patch of skin, but he shook off that thought. His eyes traveled upward that the shirt he was wearing, Siwon could have sworn he saw Heechul with the exact same shirt as well. He remembered because he thought the shirt was way to girly for a guy to be wearing it but it looked great on Yesung. It was hot pink with a low dipping neckline that showed off Yesung's toned chest, and soft, wool that made you want to go over and touch the material and maybe touch something more. And the shirt went well with Yesung's black hair that usually looked sharp and edgy but today it was wavy and soft, and made the rest of Yesung's soft as well, his eyes he would hide behind his hair were now away from his face and made his face look cuter and approachable.
''Hyung you look great~'' said Ryeowook as he went over to Yesung and hugged him.
And that’s when he noticed something was off, even though Ryeowook was the shortest member when he and Yesung hugged there was too much of a difference. Siwon scrunched his face looking at Yesung trying to remember if Yesung was always that tall.
--
"Good morning", said Yesung in the way that Heechul had taught him to speak. At first Yesung thought that it was really annoying and a real strain but he had to admit he was getting used to it.
But one thing he was not getting used to was the way other members were treating him lately. He looked around the room and saw each member aww at him. And Yesung did well to remember not to stare at Siwon at all or give him any attention at all, like Heechul taught him.
He grinned widely as he saw the lustful looks of Shindong and Kyuhyun and the glares from Sungmin and Donghae. And the happy looks on Eunhyuk and Ryeowook's faces. But When Yesung finally stopped on Siwon's face he was taken a back.
"Hyung you look great~'' said Ryeowook as he went over to hug Yesung, to which Yesung hugged him back , and Yesung chanced a look over at Siwon and he immediately wished he hadn't. The younger was looking at him with a very strange look, it was speechless or in awe like the others had given him or even a lust-filled look like the one that Kyuhyun kept giving him. It was different and Yesung didn't like it. He looked confused and maybe even displeased.
Yesung quickly panicked, what even after all this work he still wasn't Siwon's type. Yesung crumbled he wanted to run back into his room and cry.
"Here Sungie, someone as handsome as you, should be treated with the utmost care" said Kyuhyun as he pulled out Yesung's chair for him and distracted him from leaving.
"Thank you Kyuhyun" said Yesung in his wispy new voice and sat down and Sungmin glared at him.
"Well, let's eat before the food gets cold" said Ryeowook as he sat down next to Yesung.
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Siwon looked around the table and saw Shindong and Kyuhyun practically drool all over Yesung and never in his life had Siwon wanted to punch his members in their faces.
"So what are we going to do today" asked Shindong when he paused from eating.
"I don't know. What are the other members going to do today" said Siwon casually.
"I was actually talking to Yesung." said Shindong and Siwon glared at him and looked over to Yesung.
Yesung smiled at Shindong, creating half crescent shaped eyes that looked too adorable.
"Well, actually I thought that we could all just get together and watch some movies together. We all haven't been able to hang out together in a while, it'll be nice to just sit around and enjoy each others company." said Yesung cutely.
"That's a great idea, I want to hang out with all of my hyungs together" said Kyuhyun with a smile on his face that Sungmin didn't like.
Everyone continued to eat together, commenting on things every now and again. Siwon could see Sungmin throwing glares at Kyuhyun and Donghae throwing looks at Eunhyuk. While Eunhyuk kept looking at Yesung and then to him smiling.
---
"Well I'm done thank you for the meal, Ryeowookie" said Yesung as he went to get up from the table.
"Wait, but you hardly ate anything, hyung" said Ryeowook.
"I know" said Yesung. 'You don't want to look like a pig, so eat only a third of what you have on the plate, and excuses yourself to your room, and make sure no one follows you and eat a snack you'll have stashed away, that way you look more dainty and feminine' rang Heechul's voice in Yesung's head.
"Are you sick?" asked Shindong with panic and concern.
"No, no, I just want to finish this book I've been reading" said Yesung with an innocent face, knowing it'd spark someone's curiosity.
---
"Book?" asked Siwon, he was surprised that anyone of his members was sacrificing eating for reading.
"Yes, I can read you know, and I really want to see if Dr. Ludwig figures out where he is and how to get home" said Yesung as he turned to leave, dazing Siwon for a second with his backside view.
"Wait, your reading 'Where are we and what can I do about' by Barry Foster" asked Siwon amazed
"Yes, have you read it?" asked Yesung cutely turning his head to one side.
"Read it, it's my new favorite book, Barry Foster is my favorite author" said Siwon looking at Yesung with excitement.
"Really, well I'm almost done with the book, maybe after I finish it you could lend me another Barry Foster book" said Yesung in a whisper and in a cute flirty way that made Siwon want to immediately agree and invite Yesung to his place where he could read to him.
"Well, if you excuse me" said Yesung with another cute smile and left the room.
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Saturday came and went.
The whole day was a blur for both Siwon and Yesung.
For Yesung he spent the day trying to execute everything Heechul thought him, while he tried to hold the interests of every member, while trying to ignore Siwon but also while making sure he was paying attention to everything he did.
Siwon spent most of the day watching Yesung and trying to keep his fists in check. The whole day Siwon watched Yesung in amazement. It was like he was a totally different person and Siwon didn't know if he liked it. He was more friendly and easy going with the other guys. He was also more feminine and appealing, and Siwon definitely didn't like how the other members noticed as well and Siwon definitely didn't like that the members kept calling for Yesung and how they kept touching him.
Sick and tired of his members behavior and the confusing way Yesung was acting and making him feel Siwon decided to call it a night and bid everyone a good night and headed back to his own house.
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Yesung laughed especially hard when Shindong said something to him and saw Siwon making his way over to each member
'Shit! He's leaving already, want do I do' thought Yesung as he tried to come up with a plan to get Siwon to stay a longer so that he can see that he changed and was now his ideal type(minus the girl part).
Yesung looked over and saw that Siwon was nearing Heechul, and so quickly sent a SOS message with his eyes over to his hyung.
"Bye Heechul hyung" said Siwon as he hugged the older man.
"Leaving already Siwonnie?" asked Heechul, "You haven't even noticed that Sungie..."
"Noticed..." said Siwon a little annoyed that Heechul was close to the beautiful man, that he knew something else while he was still left in the dark.
"Noticed that Sungie has wanted to ask you something but has been to shy to" said Heechul and he smirked at both Siwon's surprised happy expressing and Yesung's horrified one.
"Re- Really?" asked Siwon
"Yea, Sungie~" called Heechul and Yesung hesitantly came over. "Sungie I was just telling Siwon here how you've been dying to ask him if you could join him for his morning workout"
"What!" said both Siwon and Yesung
"Oh common, there's no use being so shy" said Heechul as he pinched Yesung's check as a way of telling him, 'Shut up and cooperate with me'. "He's worried that he might slow you down or get in your way so he didn't want to ask you but he really wants to start getting in shape and he thinks you’re the perfect example of health" said Heechul throwing Yesung a look.
'What the hell is he doing' thought Yesung in his head, he's making me sound like such a girl, themes no way that Siwon would buy this, he's going to see right through this and know something’s up' thought Yesung as he kept throwing side glances at Siwon, waiting for him to call him out.
"Really hyung" said Siwon with a bright smile he couldn't hide.
'I can't believe he bought that' thought Yesung as he nodded in response to Siwon's question.
"So what do you say Siwon? You don't mind taking Sungie with you do you?" asked Heechul as he watched with amusement the stare Siwon was giving Yesung.
"No I don't mind at all, I actually would like the company" said Siwon as he couldn't help but blush a little.
'OMG, is he blushing, omg did he just say he likes my company?'
“So I guess I’ll swing by to pick you up at 4:45am, bye Heechul hyung, bye Yesung hyung” said Siwon as he made his way to the door.
Yesung watched the Siwon go with bulging eyes, and as soon as he thought that he really was gone he turned to Heechul.
“Hyung why did you have to say all that?!” asked Yesung.
“What you were the one who practically begged me to help you out with your eyes, besides this is good, this is something that Siwon likes to do and didn’t you see how happy he was that you were going to be going too” smirked Heechul.
“Yeah, but 4:45~ that’s to early!!!” said Yesung exasperated
“I never said this was going to be easy, now you just have to go and try
not to make a total fool out of yourself and then you and Siwon will get to spend some alone time with each other and he might get to see how much you are his type”
“I guess” said Yesung as he headed for his room, if he was going to get up to work out at 4:45 he needed his rest.
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Siwon got up early wanting to make sure that he was there on time to go pick up Yesung. He didn’t know why but he was nervous to be working out with the older man. Which didn’t make any sense to him since he was the best at working out among there members.
‘It’s probably just the fact that I haven’t been alone with just Yesung since…forever~’ thought Siwon as he opened the apartment door and quietly made his way to the living room.
At first he thought that maybe Yesung had forgotten that he was coming to pick him up but then he looked and saw that the kitchen light was on and he entered.
There he saw a bed-head ridden Yesung, clutching onto a cup of coffee like his life depended on it. Siwon thought he looked cute, with his hair all messy and that he his sleepy face looked innocent like an angel.
“Yesung…hyung” called out Siwon as he got closer to the boy. He didn’t want to wake him up, he looked to cute but he didn’t want to leave him there, he could get sick or worse he might wake up later and think that Siwon had forgotten about him.
“Yesung…” said Siwon this time shaking his shoulder slightly.
“Oh, Siwon” said Yesung as he stirred from his sleep and saw that the younger man was already there. “I’m sorry, I must have dosed off, have you been here long” said Yesung as he rubbed his eyes cutely.
“No, I just got here” smiled Siwon. “You know you don’t have to come if you don’t want to hyung, you look pretty sleepy, we could do this another time if you want” said Siwon, not really wanting Yesung to take him up on his offer and not go at all.
“No, I want to go, I’m just not use to waking up so early. Let’s go!” said Yesung as he pointed to the door and ran out.
‘He is too cute’ thought Siwon.
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"Wake up Yesung"
"Huh...Si-Siwon" said Yesung groggily as he remembered where and what he was doing. "I'm sorry, are we there yet, I must have fallen asleep" said Yesung as he sat himself straight in the passenger seat.
"Let's workout!" said Yesung as he gave a big yawn.
But as he yawned he noticed that the sky was much clearer than it should be for 5am.
"When did it get so light out" he asked
"It's already 7:30" said Siwon who Yesung didn't notice was squatting down next to him with the car door open and him staring at him so intently.
"Why-why didn't you wake me Siwon" stuttered Yesung as Siwon's glare was making his heart race.
"You looked so peaceful sleeping, I didn't want to wake up" said Siwon
"Oh" flushed Yesung embarrassed
"Hyung can I ask you something?" said Siwon calmly
Yesung looked at Siwon for a second and then answered' "Ok"
"You didn't really want to come working out with me, did you?" asked Siwon as he looked directly at Yesung
"What?!" said Yesung in shock. 'Oh no, he probably thinks that because I fell asleep so easily' thought Yesung.
"And you really don't care about getting in shape or like Barry Foster books do you?" asked Siwon as he showed Yesung his bag that he had brought along, where Yesung had forgotten to take out his 'Working Out and Getting In Shape for dummies' and his Spark Notes version of a couple of Barry Foster's books.
"You-you looked through my bag" said Yesung as tears started swelling in his eyes, he was caught and Siwon probably wouldn't want anything to do with a phony like him.
--
Siwon saw the older man’s eyes tear up and he instantly felt like he shouldn't have said anything at all.
"I'm sorry hyung, it was just you looked so peaceful sleeping and you weren't wearing your sweater so i thought you must have put it in your bag so i looked through it just to get your jacket and cover you so that you wouldn't freeze. I didn't mean to look through your things, honest! I'm sorry" said Siwon in a rush
"I forgot my jacket at home" said Yesung as he sobbed out loud.
"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I shouldn’t have gone through your bag" said Siwon as he hugged the boy around the middle. "Please don't cry, it's my fault, forgive me"
"This is all Heechul's fault" said Yesung as Siwon felt him shake his head.
"What...did Heechul take your jacket and forget to return it" said Siwon, clueless to what Yesung was talking about.
"No..." hiccupped Yesung.
And Siwon pulled away to look at Yesung. Siwon could tell that he wanted to say something but wasn't sure if he should or not.
"Then what...tell me please" said Siwon as he wiped some of Yesung's tears away.
--
Yesung was caught and he didn't know what to do. Half of him was telling him to just tell Siwon the truth and to take the outcome like a man, whether good or bad. The other half of him was telling him to play dumb and to tell Siwon that Heechul must have planted those things on him to make him look bad.
Yesung was wrapped up with his own inner battle he almost forgot Siwon was there, that is until he felt Siwon's big warm hand on his face.
"Then what...tell me please" said Siwon.
And Yesung didn't know whether it was the sincere look in Siwon's eyes, or his warm touch or the fact that he was tried of being in his opinion someone he's not but Yesung decided to come clean and tell Siwon everything.
"Stupid Heechul" said Yesung as he looked down at Siwon.
Siwon smiled up at him and said, "Why is Heechul stupid"
"Because...because he said that I needed to read up on your interests, but were busy people so I bought those books and now you know and I'm sorry I didn't mean to lie to you" said Yesung as he felt tears welling up again.
"Wait, I don't get it, why would Heechul tell you to read up on my interests" asked Siwon as he cupped his hand around Yesung's cheek.
"Because...because he said one of the ways to a man's heart is to take interest in the things he's interested in" said Yesung as he looked down. And Yesung heard Siwon chuckle and that's when he started crying again.
"I see, is that why you two have been so chummy lately?" asked Siwon and Yesung nodded.
"Let me guess he also told you had to be more feminine...which would explain the clothes and the whispering voice"
"How did you know?" asked Yesung embarrassed, he hadn’t fooled Siwon for a second and he had made a fool of himself.
"Heechul taught the same things to Donghae when he started pursing Eunhyuk"
"Oh" said Yesung and he started sobbing again.
"Aigoo" said Siwon as he hugged his hyung again. "I really wish he would have just told me and saved the both of us all this trouble"
"What?" asked Yesung
"You should have just told me how you felt Yesung, instead of going to Heechul and his stupid advice, ‘the way to a man's heart is to take interest in the things he's interested in’...well what I'm interested in is you, and you've had my heart all along" said Siwon as he pulled away to look Yesung in the eyes.
“What?!” said Yesung
“I like you Yesung” said Siwon as he went to hug Yesung again.
“Wait a minute” said Yesung, as what Siwon said started to anger him. “This is all your fault, he said as he pushed Siwon away”
“My fault?” said Siwon with a hurt face.
“Yes. If you liked me why did you say all those things on that talk show we were on” said Yesung with a frown, and Siwon just looked at him.
“You said that you liked someone who was outgoing, smart, good around people, down to earth, tall, has a sweet voice, long wavy hair and a girl. Basically everything opposite me. And that’s why I listened to Heechul that’s why went shopping and started being more outgoing and tried to be more girly and…and…” said Yesung as he remembered all he went through and how hopeless he felt when he thought Siwon couldn’t like him and he started tearing up again.
“Sungie, I’m sorry, I know I should have told you how I felt but…” started Siwon
“But what” said Yesung
“But I didn’t want to confess in case we got called back to Suju M activities. I didn’t want to confess and then leave you all alone here, I didn’t think it was fair to ask you to wait when I didn’t know how long I would be away for this time.”
“But why did you say that your ideal type was all those things?” asked Yesung a smile playing upon his lips at the thought that Siwon had wanted to confess to him along.
“Because” started Siwon, “I see how sad some of the other couples are sometimes when they can’t be together or when every little love gesture gets blown up and shared with the whole world.” said Siwon as he took a hold of Yesung’s small hands in his own.
“And its bad enough I have to share you with the other members and Elf, so I said all those things to throw them off because I don’t want to share our love with anyone”
“Siwon” said Yesung as he lunged foreword and hugged the younger man.
“I love you” said Siwon and he gently pulled Yesung off him and he then brought their faces together until their lips met in a sweet but sensual first kiss.
After they broke apart they hugged again and Yesung was the first one to break the silence.
“And to think I went through all that trouble when all along you already loved me” giggled Yesung.
“Common” said Siwon as he buckled Yesung in again and went to the other side of the car into the driver’s seat. “Let’s go home”
“What’s the rush?” asked Yesung as Siwon started the car and started driving.
“First we have to get rid of all those outfits Heechul made you buy…well maybe not all of them” said Siwon and Yesung blushed. “Second I have to have a talk with Heechul, he is not allowed to call you baby Sungie anymore and you are not allowed to be so buddy- buddy with him. And third we have to tell all the members that we are together, especially Shindong and Kyuhyun, I swear if they look at you like they did when you weren’t mine then they are all going to get a punch in the face” said Siwon.
“Wonnie~” said Yesung shyly as he held Siwon’s hand
“What… you’re my girl" said Siwon and though Yesung didn’t like that he was being called he had to agree that now he really was his girl, finally.