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Graduation...job hunting...hiked Mt. Washington in a thunderstorm...Simon, one of my rats, died...been thinking about becoming an egg donor and being able to pay off a significant amount of my credit card debt if someone wants my eggs...then thought about whether or not someone would want my (25% unknown, 25% not well known and very possibly crazy, 50%..well, my mom's family, known, but kinda loopy) eggs.
My biggest concern about donating eggs is that I'd have to get blood drawn and give myself daily injections for a week or two.
And yeah, one of my rats died. I feel pretty shitty about it because I've been a terrible rat-parent since I've been out here...feeding them random foodstuffs, not cleaning their cage often, never letting them roam around, and generally not paying enough attention to them. I've had Garfunkel out a few times since, he doesn't seem like he's holding a grudge (And Blaze accused me of anthropomorphizing him...). But I know that I'll have to be more attentive now, especially because he's all alone.
I feel very...uncertain right now. It's very unsettling.
I should probably go to bed.
My biggest concern about donating eggs is that I'd have to get blood drawn and give myself daily injections for a week or two.
And yeah, one of my rats died. I feel pretty shitty about it because I've been a terrible rat-parent since I've been out here...feeding them random foodstuffs, not cleaning their cage often, never letting them roam around, and generally not paying enough attention to them. I've had Garfunkel out a few times since, he doesn't seem like he's holding a grudge (And Blaze accused me of anthropomorphizing him...). But I know that I'll have to be more attentive now, especially because he's all alone.
I feel very...uncertain right now. It's very unsettling.
I should probably go to bed.