想いが苦しいよ
I'm always so naive, I thought An Cafe would give a SUMMER DIVE concert next year and come back after that, like they promised, but reading the comments in An Cafe's community made me realise they could just give one final concert and then go on with their solo projects since they're so serious about it...Especially Miku with his ENTIRELY NEW FKING BAND.
Not that I'm angry at them for wanting to explore their possibilities and do something new after several years of being in the same band. But they can't just disband like everyone else seems to be doing.
They're the first Japanese band I ever listened to, thanks to them, I discovered everything about Japan I like so much - manga, anime, geisha, fashion, literature, music, people....I never knew that liking a band could come with so much more! It was like they had a realm of their own...I'm so grateful I could be part of it. I thought of them when I felt down, and that always brought a smile on my face. They really could lift me high up, and I felt to all their joys and fears...
They can't disband...I've often been on the verge of losing a good thing, like I am now (about to lose An Cafe) but in the end, somehow it has always turned out right...Hahaa, all I've said sounds so childish and idiotic, but I'm serious, bad things like An Cafe disbanding just don't happen....
I'm missing your love, love, love, I'm missing your love, love, love, love [I NEVER LISTEN TO BLACK EYED PEAS, BUT YOU'RE MAKING ME DO IT]