My dear Sam...you cannot be always torn in two.
I've been here before.
I'm doing this again.
I'm listening to An Cafe again.
Kakusei Heroism right now.
I've hardly listened to them after Jan 4th, their Budoukan live and hiatus. I thought I would only miss them more if I still listened to their songs and kept myself updated with what they're doing...So I ignored everything posted about them in the An Cafe community, I've only heard that Miku has a new band, Lc5, and Kanon is doing that mobile game thingy. I'd started to like SuG maybe half a year before Antikku's hiatus, and now I focused on them...
Aga vana armastus ei roosteta, eks?
Now I can't believe I have to wait for another year for them to come back...that is, unless Miku decides he's better off with Lc5. If that happens, there will be blood. I'm glad he now has a new um, darker band where he doesn't have to keep up the NYAPPY face all the time. In An Cafe, he had to be the happy pretty Nyappy-bunny vocalist with a squeaky voice and inspiring lyrics all the time, even when he had depression...Even though sometimes, especially last year, he showed his real feelings more. I just hope he isn't so into his new band that he won't return.
Hah, and now I am being a fool, watching their old videos again and tearing old wounds open...I should go on ignoring them, then I wouldn't miss them so, but I can't any more.