Strike 1
Aight, so...I've had the shortest relationship in my life..a whole two days..I can definitly say that I'm proud of myself. So it was with this girl that I work with, (con x1) who is incredibly into me (pro x1). However, her sister, while she is supposed to be my friend is...well...cautious of me being around her 24 year old sister. (con x2, 1 for her sister, and 1 for her being 3 years older than me). I went with her and her kid (con x2, 1 for each year of the kids age), and a co-worker and her 2 kids to chuck E cheese, and when her sister found out I was there with them she called my phone and basically bitched me out, and told me "Don't try anything funny." So that kind of ruined any fun that I was gonna have that trip...really....I'm really getting tired of other people interfering with my life. I mean, yeah..I know my past record is anything but complimentary, but damn, people can change right? And everybody just automatically assumes that my intentions are no good. I've already heard from several other people "don't hurt her" or something along those lines....real fuckin inspiring isn't it? Really, I'm all about just trying to keep it simple, which I explained to her as best I could when we decided to pursue this venture, and we've been together for like 2 days and already I feel like i'm being bombarded..with complications...like for instance she doesnt have a car, neither do I (con x2), she lives with her sister in falls church (con x1), so it's not like I can just see her whenever I want outside of work. Plus, it's not like I'm gonna let her just leave her kid with her sister every time I want her to come out. And what if I want her to spend the night at my place? She mentioned bringing the kid with her....yeah..I had about the same reaction. So, first shot at a relationship AC (After Christine for all you potheads that couldnt figure that out, and yes I know that because I still make references to her regarding my life which means I still somewhat care about her and blah blah blah...no need to remind me, thank you) and it already looks like a crash and burn. But, THIS time I was able to pull the E-brake on this situation before it got too out of hand, unlike my previous two relationships, so that I feel earns me a gold star. Or a cookie. Or something. Bummer tho...it was hella fun making out with her ;) It was fun....but thank god I pulled out my bud nippers, and nipped me some bad....cuz that sitch coulda gotten very nasty.
So even though it probably won't work out (at least not the way I had originally intended), I'll go ahead and count this as a tie instead of a loss...I don't have the girl, but I also don't have the drama. And I at least have a better idea of what kind of girl I'm looking for. Yeah, I know there are those out there who say that I need to be single for awhile...but how long is awhile? And I'm not about to pass up a potentially dope ass girl because I think I need to be single. It's not about me needing to be single so I can get shit outta my system, or play the field, or whatever other lame ass excuse there is. How bout this? How about instead of me needing to be single I need to find a girl that compliments my personality?
I'm really not trying to get into another super serious relationship right away, I swear...I'll admit, I do want a relationship with someone..I mean, lets be honest here, having a significant other usually is a good thing. At least its supposed to be.
Sigh. Back to the dating game. Yippee. I dunno...no seriously seriously girlfriends...just...a friend a guess...yeah..that sounds about right. I'm sitting here thinking about what it is I want...and, it sounds like a good friend. Fuck the girlfriend bullshit, although I'd be lying if I said it wouldn't be nice. But yeah.....anyways...I think I made it out of that potentially bad situation unscathed. Yay for me!
yes. Yay for me.
So even though it probably won't work out (at least not the way I had originally intended), I'll go ahead and count this as a tie instead of a loss...I don't have the girl, but I also don't have the drama. And I at least have a better idea of what kind of girl I'm looking for. Yeah, I know there are those out there who say that I need to be single for awhile...but how long is awhile? And I'm not about to pass up a potentially dope ass girl because I think I need to be single. It's not about me needing to be single so I can get shit outta my system, or play the field, or whatever other lame ass excuse there is. How bout this? How about instead of me needing to be single I need to find a girl that compliments my personality?
I'm really not trying to get into another super serious relationship right away, I swear...I'll admit, I do want a relationship with someone..I mean, lets be honest here, having a significant other usually is a good thing. At least its supposed to be.
Sigh. Back to the dating game. Yippee. I dunno...no seriously seriously girlfriends...just...a friend a guess...yeah..that sounds about right. I'm sitting here thinking about what it is I want...and, it sounds like a good friend. Fuck the girlfriend bullshit, although I'd be lying if I said it wouldn't be nice. But yeah.....anyways...I think I made it out of that potentially bad situation unscathed. Yay for me!
yes. Yay for me.