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stupid stupid stupid...some people shouldn't say what they don't mean....
next thought...spring break isn't a sure thing yet...my parents haven't fully said yes...yeah i wanna be with my friends and have a badass time...safely and keep my composure...i don't want to mess anything up so close to auditions....i'll be safe and have fun at the same time...with mah shortay and paola and my friends...it's high school common....my last year my last spring break...
i do care
i didn't even get to talk...
next thought....auditions are coming up and i'm on a strict diet...i gotta lose atleast 10 pounds..i'm totally nervous about going...scared to fail too and not be accepted...i need strength..i need confidence and i need passion...i should be okay once i feel all of that...
school's going by really fast...it's kinda scary...
i need to work on the collage with the girls...for dance....i need to work out hardcore during spring break when i have off time...like i need to have my 2 songs that i'm gonna sing and my audition piece set and known like the back of my hand... i need to feel safe...
i hope i'm okay...
i hope it works out...
i'm the manager of my talent..if i manage it well i can get to where i want to be...if i let my talent surpass my managerial skills i lose and don't make it...focus and determination...
hope everyone is doing okay....
1412135 *andi*
next thought...spring break isn't a sure thing yet...my parents haven't fully said yes...yeah i wanna be with my friends and have a badass time...safely and keep my composure...i don't want to mess anything up so close to auditions....i'll be safe and have fun at the same time...with mah shortay and paola and my friends...it's high school common....my last year my last spring break...
i do care
i didn't even get to talk...
next thought....auditions are coming up and i'm on a strict diet...i gotta lose atleast 10 pounds..i'm totally nervous about going...scared to fail too and not be accepted...i need strength..i need confidence and i need passion...i should be okay once i feel all of that...
school's going by really fast...it's kinda scary...
i need to work on the collage with the girls...for dance....i need to work out hardcore during spring break when i have off time...like i need to have my 2 songs that i'm gonna sing and my audition piece set and known like the back of my hand... i need to feel safe...
i hope i'm okay...
i hope it works out...
i'm the manager of my talent..if i manage it well i can get to where i want to be...if i let my talent surpass my managerial skills i lose and don't make it...focus and determination...
hope everyone is doing okay....
1412135 *andi*