May 31, 2007 16:32
so i decided to start this after thinking about it for too long of a time. i always have ideas for things i want to write when i'm busy doing something else, and when it comes time to actually do this thing, i can't think of anything.
i am on week 2 of taking lexapro for my anxiety disorder... first few days were not fun at all - jaw clenching, hot and cold chills, yawning so much i popped my jaw outta the socket. but after 4 or 5 days i started feeling really good... then yesterday i was pissed off all day for no reason - this is the kind of stuff i'm trying to avoid. today's pretty good, but fuckit , i don't know.
tomorrow is lunch with dad at pearl's for the last time :( she's closing up shop after at least 40 years of serving down-home cooking, bless her heart. there was an article in the paper about it - she's over 80 and is worried where all of her regulars will go for lunch - her son said, "don't worry, ma - they'll all be at the house later." i bet some of them will, too.
i'll be back when i think of something decent to write about.