in search of motivation et inspiration
hey y'all~ i have been lacking in the motivation to do up my portfolio...i don't really have a clue as to why...
i admit to going out with 2 of my friends on saturday...just a little meet up, one of them wanted to get running shoes so we pretty much headed to the destination he stated...aside from that place, we really had no idea where else to head to...we tried thinking but nothing really interesting came to mind...
i don't know if either of them will be reading this but i am gonna say this anyway...i honestly don't really enjoy going out with them? i find myself very fake in front of them...i can't really be who i am...they think i have no interests in makeup or any girlie stuff...they already have that idea of me in their minds which somehow prevents me from just being myself...i don't know if that even makes sense at all...
oh wells~ anyhoos~ this is the piece which i've been stuck on since last week...it's a freaking simple piece but i just have no motivation...grah!!!~ if this keeps up i'm gonna have to shoot myself... O_O
i am aiming to finish the vector shading tomorrow... =)
after which i will be starting on another piece i've scanned in, but kinda failed to color it realistically... XD haha...
what can i say? i just love vector-ing... =D
alright, sleep tight peeps...
-peace out-
i admit to going out with 2 of my friends on saturday...just a little meet up, one of them wanted to get running shoes so we pretty much headed to the destination he stated...aside from that place, we really had no idea where else to head to...we tried thinking but nothing really interesting came to mind...
i don't know if either of them will be reading this but i am gonna say this anyway...i honestly don't really enjoy going out with them? i find myself very fake in front of them...i can't really be who i am...they think i have no interests in makeup or any girlie stuff...they already have that idea of me in their minds which somehow prevents me from just being myself...i don't know if that even makes sense at all...
oh wells~ anyhoos~ this is the piece which i've been stuck on since last week...it's a freaking simple piece but i just have no motivation...grah!!!~ if this keeps up i'm gonna have to shoot myself... O_O
i am aiming to finish the vector shading tomorrow... =)
after which i will be starting on another piece i've scanned in, but kinda failed to color it realistically... XD haha...
what can i say? i just love vector-ing... =D
alright, sleep tight peeps...
-peace out-