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Haha, well, now that the Rent excitement has settled down, I realized I wrote the gayest LJ since Hitler wrote Mein Kampf. It's all good though, the show was just that incredible.
In other news, I'm here in Berea. I don't have a driver's license yet..but I own a 96' Ford Escort, which I wish was a Volkswagen Scirocco, but I'll have to settle. I'm going to BW. That being said I have the shittiest schedule known to man. I'm growing closer with people I thought I had drifted from and drifting even further from ones I thought I would never be apart from. It's strange...but I guess it's life.
Other than that there is little excitement...just going day to day. Hopefully this new semester will bring many new friends, new experiences, and some fun along the way. There are several goals that I've set for myself which I hopefully will see accomplished. A sort of domino effect should fall into place in that if I do one thing, it should lead directly to the next and so on. That's not to say that there won't be some hard work that necessary, but I have faith in myself.
Hm. I'm really at a loss for what to write about. I think that going to Pittsburgh was good for me. I learned a lot about myself and what I do when faced with several different challenges. However, I think that upon returning I forgot all that I learned and started slipping right back into this sort of funk that I was in before. With bringing in the new year I did a lot of reflecting on that and realized that as much as I think I am remaining constant in an ever changing world, I am also changing. Not so much in a bad way, but rather in a way that I finally see the puzzle pieces I've been trying to mash in a spot just don't fit. Ultimately, it's easy to see that to be happy you need to first by happy with who you are...and if you are around people who don't make you happy to be yourself, then you need to remove yourself from that situation.
It's a fucking arctic tundra outside. I feel bad for anyone in the Berea public school system, because they're most likely cursing the same things I cursed during my time at BHS....and that is that it always snow heavily on a weekend. Haha. Suck it!
In other news, I'm here in Berea. I don't have a driver's license yet..but I own a 96' Ford Escort, which I wish was a Volkswagen Scirocco, but I'll have to settle. I'm going to BW. That being said I have the shittiest schedule known to man. I'm growing closer with people I thought I had drifted from and drifting even further from ones I thought I would never be apart from. It's strange...but I guess it's life.
Other than that there is little excitement...just going day to day. Hopefully this new semester will bring many new friends, new experiences, and some fun along the way. There are several goals that I've set for myself which I hopefully will see accomplished. A sort of domino effect should fall into place in that if I do one thing, it should lead directly to the next and so on. That's not to say that there won't be some hard work that necessary, but I have faith in myself.
Hm. I'm really at a loss for what to write about. I think that going to Pittsburgh was good for me. I learned a lot about myself and what I do when faced with several different challenges. However, I think that upon returning I forgot all that I learned and started slipping right back into this sort of funk that I was in before. With bringing in the new year I did a lot of reflecting on that and realized that as much as I think I am remaining constant in an ever changing world, I am also changing. Not so much in a bad way, but rather in a way that I finally see the puzzle pieces I've been trying to mash in a spot just don't fit. Ultimately, it's easy to see that to be happy you need to first by happy with who you are...and if you are around people who don't make you happy to be yourself, then you need to remove yourself from that situation.
It's a fucking arctic tundra outside. I feel bad for anyone in the Berea public school system, because they're most likely cursing the same things I cursed during my time at BHS....and that is that it always snow heavily on a weekend. Haha. Suck it!