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That's me right there.
Yeah, the shit in the middle.
No, I know. I don't look so good.
Autumn's here.
I just erased a really REALLY long rant about feeling betrayed by the people you know you trust and love the most and being really REALLY REALLY pissed off about it, and then being even MORE pissed off at the fact that you disappointed the people you trust and love the most. Like what the fuck, I never knew I could feel this bad. Or feel so inadequate, so awkward, so flawed, so incapable of doing anything right, so lacking, so wrong, so ugly, so unworthy of anything good, so full of shit I'm practically brimming with shit,
so I'm still ranting. But the first one was longer.
fuck this, I'm cold.
Summer's done.