So..I uh, quit my job today. It wasn't pleasant, but it certainly wasn't as bad as I thought it might be. Kathy didn't want me to work the 2 weeks that I offered. She's under the impression that I've been planning this. But oh well, I'm done. It's over. I can forget about it ( Read more... )

I'm just so tired. Of things. And feeling like shit ALL the time. And every time I hit rock bottom, and decide that I'm going to DO something about it..time passes, and the feeling dulls and complacency sets in and I just don't give a fuck about anything anymore.

I need a catalyst.

This is the shit I deal with on a daily basis. I REALLY need to get off the internet.

JakeTheJeckel 69 (11:15:04 PM): hey ( Read more... )

Soo...Becky, Cory, Jay and I went on a road trip to the U.P. yesterday. Becky woke me up at 9 by calling and telling me they'd be here to pick me up in like an hour. So I rushed to shower and get ready and they didn't show up until noon...I was sufficiently pissed. Mom agreed to watch the baby until we got back and then handed him over to Meg for ( Read more... )

And when you die ( Read more... )

I like making setlists with themes for no apparent reason. Here's a short, 10 track disco dance marathon. I do this instead of working out ( Read more... )

The most shittastic day I've experienced in a long while.

I think I want to organize the pantry today. And let me tell you..this is no small task. The pantry is a dark, confusing abyss full of paper bags, ramen noodles and random expired cans of who-knows-what. I've been pondering it for awhile now. My slight OCD would enjoy organizing everything, but my lazy ass would probably give up after emptying it ( Read more... )

So...I actually went out somewhere last night. And it happened to be alone. Which is a little scary to a self-admitted sociopathic hermit. But it turned out ok. Someone went out of their way to make me feel welcome, and it made it all worth it. It's a very odd (but very good) feeling when someone you would never have expected to call you a friend ( Read more... )

Since I don't go out much...other than work, I can actually tell stories about all the times I've been around a lot of people. And I consider a lot...more than 3. And every time, I feel so completely out of place. (I think I've posted this before, but this is pretty much my problem...) I WANT to converse...I want to be ok with someone I don't know ( Read more... )