happy birthday danny
today was a really shit day.
at one point i just really thought i wouldn't be able to handle it anymore. i wanted to tell everyone what they were doing was going to scramble their brain, and i was just too embarassed. i wish this weekend, and this whole week never happened. i haven't hurt this bad in so long.
one the bright side, i saw david today, after like forever, and he's doing awsome, and is awsome, and im gonna go out to BFE more often.
everyone being around me pretending like nothing was going on sucked so bad. i feel so unaccepted, unwanted, and in the way. its horrible.
goodnight