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I WANT TO GO HOME.
I AM SO TIRED OF ALL THIS BULL SHIT
BAAAAHHHH
I dont know why im so bitter right now. I think its because my roomate is friend's with everyone i am friend's with and she is using mikey to get to jake which is so just like her. EW.
I hate that i am thinking about how much easier it would be to cop out and just not... be here. I would never harm myself, but i almost dont feel worth it. I hate feeling this way. HATE IT.
I am so frustrated. I hate that im loud and unattractive for that reason. HATE THAT.
I hate that no one here really understands who i want to be and why i am here. My floor may think they know, but they dont know what im passionate about. I hate being the loud girl on the surface to them. I dont want respect for where i've been, i just hate being viewed for somehting that isnt exactly true.
I NEED TO GO HOME.
I AM SO TIRED OF ALL THIS BULL SHIT
BAAAAHHHH
I dont know why im so bitter right now. I think its because my roomate is friend's with everyone i am friend's with and she is using mikey to get to jake which is so just like her. EW.
I hate that i am thinking about how much easier it would be to cop out and just not... be here. I would never harm myself, but i almost dont feel worth it. I hate feeling this way. HATE IT.
I am so frustrated. I hate that im loud and unattractive for that reason. HATE THAT.
I hate that no one here really understands who i want to be and why i am here. My floor may think they know, but they dont know what im passionate about. I hate being the loud girl on the surface to them. I dont want respect for where i've been, i just hate being viewed for somehting that isnt exactly true.
I NEED TO GO HOME.