im scared to loose what sanity i have left.

May 27, 2005 21:11

i smoked that salvia stuff. 30 minutes my ass. it was this morning, we smoked it to sunrise in the park. and just a handfull of minutes ago i slept for like 30 minutes and had a dream compilation of all my worst thoughts into one nightmare. ive been into my brain. even alterred a lot of it. but goddamn this is what my psych teacher was talking of. subconscious. ive tapped it. it feels as if i am trapped there in a constant state of "when does this end". just since ive slept tho. the rest of the day i was straight and fine. id only recommend the drug if you would like to know a list of everything and anything you dread, fear, or have bad thoughts about. fuck.
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