Please… Look At Me (5/11)
Title: Please… Look At Me (5/11)
Author: fumiyo92
Pairings: KyuMin, !slight KyuhyunxSunkyu, !slight JunhoxSunkyu
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, angst
Summary: Born as a boy make Sungmin never feel his mother loved because of he looks like his father. Until one day he accidently meet Kyuhyun and he feel something different with him, he was in love… but what will happened if Kyuhyun love Sunkyu, his twin. Will Kyuhyun love him back? What will happen if he meet his father?
Warning: Twins Sungmin & Sunkyu, Older Kyuhyun
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Sungmin POV
I froze at my place, arrange marriage? B-But Sunkyu already has a boyfriend right? She surely wouldn’t want this, she love Junho so much. But Kyuhyun is different… he love Sunkyu… he must be want this. I look at Kyuhyun, he really surprise with this sudden news and Sunkyu couldn’t take it well.
“Umma! What is this about? Arrange marriage? But we still young, umma… beside I already have a boyfriend and I love him so much…”
“This is our decision, Sunkyu beside I never said that I like your boyfriend and Kyuhyun looks like it” my mother said. I look at Kyuhyun, he look so nervous.
“I… I…” he shuttered. I know he want this but I know that on the other side he didn’t want Sunkyu to hate him.
The room suddenly feels so cold, I remember that I still wet because of the rain. “E-Excuse me… I’ll go to my room” I said, shivering slightly when I feel the room get colder. Kyuhyun’s parents nodded their head and I quickly go upstairs. I don’t want to hear Kyuhyun’s answer because I know that he will accept it.
Kyuhyun POV
I look at his back when he walk away, I forget that we are wet and he shivering really bad, “Mom, Dad can we talk about this later?” my mother look at me, “It’s cold” I lied. They seem to remember about my condition, and nodded their head. I go upstairs and go to Sungmin’s room, I go in and he wasn’t there, I knocked at the bathroom door when I hear the shower was running, “Sungmin?”
“Ne?” he shouted from inside, “Kyuhyun?” he ask confusedly.
“Yes. I’ll wait outside” I said and sat on the floor, I can’t sit on his bed because I don’t want it to bed wet because of my wet clothes. I sit there and wait for him to come out, actually there are still some bathroom in this house but I choose to sit there and waiting. A few minutes later he come out, I got up from the floor and approached him. “Can I take a bath here?” he nodded and walk inside to his room. Usually I just got in without telling him, but today feel so different, today I feel so awkward, is it because of what had happen earlier? I turn on the shower and step in. A few minutes later I heard someone knocked the door, “Kyuhyun?” it was Sungmin.
“Ne?”
“Your clothes on the chair” he said.
“Yes, thank you” ah… he always like this, preparing my clothes when I bath in his room. I have a few clothes here because I’m too lazy to bring one when I’m sleep over.
I don’t know how long I’m on the bathroom because when I come out, Sungmin is sleeping on his bed with a pile of blanket covering him. I frowned when I feel that the room was warm enough, feeling really worried, I approach him and look at his sleeping form. His face flushed and there are sweats on his face, I put my hand on his forehead and it was burning. I got down and rushed to the kitchen, searching for a basin and washcloth. After filling it with water, I quickly rushed upstairs. I put the basin on the night stand and dip the washcloth into water anfter that I put the washcloth on his forehead and waiting. I hear someone knocked the door; I got up and open it, “Ne?”
“Oppa, our parents waiting for us downstairs” Sunkyu said, I look at her face and it looks like she was tired.
Shit, I forget about that. I close the door and walk downstairs with her; they are still there, talking about the marriage. Actually, I feel really happy because of it but if this marriage will make Sunkyu sad because she can’t be with her boyfriend, I can’t agree with their plan. I rather found someone else than seeing her sad because of me.
We got in and sat next to each other, waiting for them to talk. “Why take you so long, Kyu?” my mother ask worriedly.
“Mom, can we talk about this next time?” I ask them carefully, I can’t leave Sungmin alone, it’s my fault that he catch a cold and sick right now.
“Why?”
“I can’t leave Sungmin alone in his room, he is sick”
“Oppa sick?” Sunkyu ask, she look really worried, here it comes… her over-protectiveness toward her brother, “Then why are we doing here, come on oppa” she pull me up and was about to walk out but her mother call her.
“Sunkyu! We are talking about your future! Leave that kid alone, he can take care of himself!” she barked and look really mad at her, well… maybe at Sungmin.
“He is your child, umma… beside I can’t take this marriage, I love my boyfriend and I can’t live with someone I didn’t love” she said and pull me away with her. Her words hurt me but I can’t tell her, she still didn’t know that I love her beside she look really worried about her brother right now.
“Slow down, Sunkyu… he’s alright” she stopped and turn around, looking at me with hopeful look.
“Really?”
“Really… he just catch a cold” we walk side by side and when we got to his room, he still sleeping. I feel his forehead, his temperature not as hot as before. I take the washcloth and dip it into the water, squeeze it and put it on his forehead again. I keep doing that every 15 minutes.
I feel tired crawling on my body, I look at the clock its 1 a.m. in the morning I look at Sunkyu, she is sleeping on the sofa, I got up and pull out some blanket from Sungmin’s closet and covered her. I sit next to Sungmin bed and replace the washcloth. Feeling really tired, I lie my head on the edge of his bed and close my eyes letting the tiredness to lull me into slumber.
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Sungmin POV
I woke up feeling something on my forehead; I open my eyes and scanning my room. Sunkyu was there, sleeping on the sofa. I look at my side and seeing Kyuhyun sleeping on the chair next to me, he will really sore when he woke up. I try to sit up but I feel really weak, ah… I remember now… I feel really sick yesterday. I look at Sunkyu then at Kyuhyun once again, they take care of me all night?
“Sungmin?” I look down and see Kyuhyun woke up, rubbing his eyes to clear his vision, “Feeling well now?” I nodded my head, and he smile at me. I see Sunkyu woke up from her sleep and approach us after she stretching her body.
“Oppa, you’re awake?” she asked. Again, I nodded my head. “You hungry?” I shake my head; I don’t feel like eating now, my mouth feel really bad. “Hmmm… no… I’ll get you some porridge, right?” she said and walk out not giving me a chance to protest.
“I’m sorry…” Kyuhyun said which make me to look at him. He look down to his hand, his bangs covered his face.
“You didn’t do anything wrong, Kyuhyun” I hold his hand which make him to look at me.
“No, Sungmin. Really if I didn’t ask you out yesterday you wouldn’t catch a cold like this”
“But I’m happy” I said with the best smile that I can give him, he look at me and smile back. Ah… I wish that we will be like this forever…
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Sunkyu POV
“Junho… can we meet?” I call him that morning, my mother insists me to be with Kyuhyun but I can’t, I love Junho so much… and I don’t want to leave him like this.
“What happened baby? You sound really worried?”
“I’ll tell you later. Can we meet?” I don’t want to explain everything on the phone. I want to meet him and tell him, I want him to hug me and reassuring me that everything will be okay… that we will always be together no matter what.
“Of course, I’ll pick you up”
“Ah, no… meet me at school gate, okay?” he agree and I hung up. I get ready and go to school. When I arrived, he is already there, waits for me. “Junho…” I called. He look at me and approach me.
“What happened?” he ask but I just hug him tight. His warmth and his scent always calming me and I really need it right now.
“My mother insist that I have to be with Kyuhyun-oppa” he pull me away from his hug, looking at me confusedly.
“What do you mean, Sunkyu?”
“They arrange a marriage for me and Kyuhyun-oppa… I tell her that can’t take that because I love you but she insists, she even tell me to broke up with you” I feel tears rolling on my cheek. He wipe my tears away and hug me tightly.
“I will do everything to make your mother like me, Sunkyu…” he wipe my tears away when he saw that I was still crying and hold my hands, “Come on”
“Where?”
“We’ll go to your house and I will make your mother believe that she can let her daughter to be with me”
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