Can’t You Hear My Heart Calling For You? (5/5)
Title: Can’t You Hear My Heart Calling For You? (5/5)
Author: fumiyo92
Pairings: OnKey
Rating: PG-13
Genre: Romance, angst
Summary: Onkey's decision
Warning: Mpreg
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Jinki POV
I pull Kibum away from me, “What do you mean, Kibum?” I look at him closely. Tears filled his eyes.
“I don’t want to lose the baby, hyung… its okay if I have to die just to give birth of him, hyung because I know that you will take care of him”
I force him to look at me, “No… don’t say something like that!! We will find a way to save the both of you. I don’t want to lose any of you, Kibum. So please… don’t say something like that” I hug him again.
“I’m sorry, hyung…” he hugs me tighter. I hear Jonghyun cough; I look at him and seeing him smirk. What does that smirk mean? Taemin approach us and he pushes me away from Kibum.
“Hyung! I miss you” he hug Kibum tight. Kibum hug him back.
“Taeminnie… how is our dorm?”
“Bad, hyung… it really miss you” he laughed. “They are so lazy to clean up our dorm even when Jonghyun-hyung trying to cook, he nearly burn our dorm. Even we call an ahjuma to take care of our drom”
Kibum glare at me, “That was waste of money, Lee Jinki” I chuckle, I miss his nag. We chat about everything, well mostly they ask Kibum about his pregnancy.
I heard the door opened, “Jinki… can I talk to you?” it was Kibum’s father. I nodded my head and walk outside. We keep walking until we are far enough from Kibum’s room. “I call the best doctor in Seoul and he want to see you to talk about Kibum’s condition”
My eyes widen, is this was a chance for me to save the both of them? “When will we meet?”
“He’s on his way here; he will come in a few minutes”
A few minutes later, the said doctor come, we go to Kibum’s doctor office and discussing about it there. “Is there anything we can do to save the both of them?”
“I have to see his record first after that I can know what I can do to save them both” Kibum’s doctor give all the records about Kibum’s pregnancy to him. Second feel like forever especially when I see him frown. That must be a way to save them, right.
After 30 minutes, he looks up, “We might save him but the chance is just 20% but we still can try”
“What is it?”
“Can I meet him first? I want him to know about this too”
We walk out from the office to Kibum’s room, the member are still there. They look really confused seeing me with 2 other doctor, especially Kibum. I approach him and hold his hand, he look at me as I asking ‘what are they doing here’ and ‘is he gonna help us?’ I smile at him and hold his hand tighter.
The doctor approach him and start to examine him, “Yes, we can use that method but as I said before,the chance is really thin, there just 20%”
“I’ll do anything” Kibum said, I look at him closely and he just smile at me. He really love our baby that much until he can decide to do then even if the chance for him to life is very thin. I smile at him and hold his hand tighter, telling him that I agree with his decision.
“We can do Caesar when you are 7 months along because if I look at your body, your baby wouldn’t be that big”
“But is it will affect our baby’s health?”
“He has to be in incubator for a while but there wouldn’t affect the baby’s health” he look at us, “Do you agree with this?” we nodded signaling that we are agree with his methods.
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Normal POV
Kibum was able to leave the hospital, though the doctor said that he have to come back to hospital every 2 weeks for his check-up, they go to Kibum’s house and have a little comeback party for him. The other members are comeback to their parents house, starting from that day SHINee is disbanded or should I say vacuum until we found another company and start a new boyband.
They always said that I was overprotective toward Kibum, I didn’t even let him to help his parents and replace him to do his work. He still really weak, he often feel sick on his stomach. It always freak me out every time his stomach hurt, always make me remember about his condition and I always thinking that every time wouldn’t go well and I have to take care of the baby without his mommy but Kibum always reassuring me that he will be alright, that the baby will be alright too, that we will take care of our baby together until he grow older.
The thing that I hate about his pregnancy is mood swing. He will laugh and a second later he will burst into tears or even throw a fit like a 5 year old child. And his craving. He always craves on something that is not normal. Who would eat chicken with strawberry jam as it sauce, well eve tough I really like chicken but chicken with strawberry jam, I can’t even imagine it. Or he will wake me up at 2 in the morning just to hear me sing a lullaby for him. That was hard but don’t know why I enjoy it.
He nearly reach his 7th month, every second can make me depressed especially when he got his attack. And every time his belly got bigger, the attack would be worse than the last attack.
Today when we was about to go out to buy the baby gear, he scream in pain and nearly fall from the stairs if I didn’t catch him at the right time. I feel really panic, he still on his 6th month… oh, okay nearly reach his 7th months but he still didn’t reach it yet but the attack is worst than before he even cough up blood and it make me more panic. Luckily Kibum’s father is not a panic type like me. He call for an ambulance and rush him to the hospital.
Kibum’s father call Dr. Yoon to check on Kibum, he come as soon as possible and go straight to emergency room. He come out after a few minutes.
“We have to do the Caesar now. Who is his husband?” I approach him and we walk in to the emergency room. He is lying there with different machine hooked up to his body. I stand on his side and hold his hand tightly give him all support that I have, he look up and smile at me. The doctor start to inject him with some liquid to make his stomach numb. Kibum look at me and said, “Hyung… sing for me…” and I start to sing. It was the song that I made for our 2nd album. I keep singing until I hear a faint cry from our baby. I look at him, he is a boy. I look at Kibum but his eyes closed, I look at the heart machine and his heart beating so slow, “Doctor!!” the doctor look at me and then at Kibum, he handed our baby to a nurse and rush to Kibum side.
“Please wait outside” he said.
“But-“
“Please wait outside, we will try our best to keep him safe” I walk out from the room with tears rolling on my cheek. Please… God… save him… I beg you…
When I got out, everyone was there. Staring at me with hope on his eyes, I look at every of them and couldn’t hold my tears. As if know everything, they started to cry too. I slid to the floor. Kibummie… please… you can make it… I need you… we need you, Kibummie…
2 hours later the doctor come out. “How is he?” I ask him.
“He’s alright now, we already move him to the patient room. He will be sleeping until tomorrow though”
“And our baby?”
“The baby is very healthy, if you want to see his you can go to the baby’s room”
“Thank you, doctor” I bow and leave to see Kibum. He is there, sleeping. I stroke his cheek and kiss hi forehead, “Thank you baby, for everything”
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5 years later
Jinki POV
“Baby!! Are you ready yet?” Jinki knock at the door to his and his wife bathroom.
“A little bit more, baby… I still bath Hyunsung“
“Could you finish it quicker? I have to come to the concert in 30 minutes”
And then the door opened, revealing Kibum and a 5 year old Hyunsung on his hand, “I’m done baby, don’t be so nervous it’s not your first time on stage, right?”
Yes, he is alright it’s not my first time to sing on a stage but this is our first concert. SHINee comeback with just 4 member because Kibum decide to take care of Hyunsung and work as our ‘special’ manager. We’re not work in S.M Entertainment anymore; a new company contract us and buy the SHINee name from S.M Entertainment. We move to our new dorm ah no… our new house. The fans know about my relationship with Kibum and they know about Hyunsung too and luckily the accept us, they even support our relationship.
“Come on baby or you will be late or your first concert” Kibum said.
I take Hyunsung on my right arms and embrace Kibum on my left arms. Ah… I’m so happy now, to have Kibum as my wife and Hyunsung as my child. I look at Kibum, ‘hey baby can you hear me?’
‘eung?’
‘I love you…’
‘I love you too Jinki-ah…’
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Finally it’s end!!! And it was a big fail!!! Sorry *bow*
Oohh… everyone I’m sorry that I can’t post a new fic until 14th January because I have an exam ahead so I have to focus on it *bow 100 degrees*
But… comments are always appreciated <333 and no silent reader please~~~
See you later on my next story~~ *wave hand and vanish like a ninja*