UGH! CRAP! I'm so pissed off!! X(
H'alright...here's what's going on in my life, I guess I'll start with work-life.
Co-workers are still ridiculing me and giving me a suicidal time!! They tell African American customers that I'm "racist"..and the stupid thing is..They're Beliving it!!
And today, someone called me a "Bitch" just because I get quiet and whisper to customers:"Excuse Me.." Luckily, last week, my awesome therapist came by to talk to someone who helps me on the sales floor. Evidentally, Lita my co-worker doesn't believe anyone at Goodwill would even say nasty things about me!! So..that's problem number 1!! So,pissed!
And now my mother thinks I'm making it up!! What the Fuck!!?
She's known about this since last year and now she thinks I'm making it up!! Good Gravy!! ><
I can't tell my manager because he's an asshole!! He literally thinks I'm making it up too!!
Um..okay, if I was making it up, would I be acting this way!? Gee..damnit it all..><
Due to threats of all sorts, I've had the privilige to leave work early, and tommorow I leave at 12!! Yes!! I haven't been praying as much, probably why I'm so pissed at even mentioning this crap..
H'okay..personal life: My mother thinks I'm one of those people who talks to themselves!
I can't spell it, it starts with an 's'. Schizophernic..anyways, I have that to deal with..
I love God, I truly do, but I'm just so frustrated with this persecution..well..not that but..just hell-ish life!! ><
Also, Birthday-update: I turned 24 last week on the 10th. Yay! Oh, and sorry for the Tourette's stuff..it's not bothering me as much now. So, everything's okay, for now.. ^^;
I had a really nice birthday. I was able to celebrate it with one parent then the next.
I've been going crazy at CDJapan and Sasuga Bookstore. I've bought a bunch of manga, as well as two CD's. One of the CD's is "A" from Hamasaki Ayumi-sensei, the second was the ParaPara Max #5 cd. Great songs!! I also bought some manga which were: Cross Game vol.2 (still hasn't arrived yet), Makoto-chan (why? I don't know), Chibi Maruko-chan vol.1.
Well, I've gotta go..we have more remolding on our house, some guys who are working on the house are giving me bad looks. I could give a fuck!! :D
Co-workers are still ridiculing me and giving me a suicidal time!! They tell African American customers that I'm "racist"..and the stupid thing is..They're Beliving it!!
And today, someone called me a "Bitch" just because I get quiet and whisper to customers:"Excuse Me.." Luckily, last week, my awesome therapist came by to talk to someone who helps me on the sales floor. Evidentally, Lita my co-worker doesn't believe anyone at Goodwill would even say nasty things about me!! So..that's problem number 1!! So,pissed!
And now my mother thinks I'm making it up!! What the Fuck!!?
She's known about this since last year and now she thinks I'm making it up!! Good Gravy!! ><
I can't tell my manager because he's an asshole!! He literally thinks I'm making it up too!!
Um..okay, if I was making it up, would I be acting this way!? Gee..damnit it all..><
Due to threats of all sorts, I've had the privilige to leave work early, and tommorow I leave at 12!! Yes!! I haven't been praying as much, probably why I'm so pissed at even mentioning this crap..
H'okay..personal life: My mother thinks I'm one of those people who talks to themselves!
I can't spell it, it starts with an 's'. Schizophernic..anyways, I have that to deal with..
I love God, I truly do, but I'm just so frustrated with this persecution..well..not that but..just hell-ish life!! ><
Also, Birthday-update: I turned 24 last week on the 10th. Yay! Oh, and sorry for the Tourette's stuff..it's not bothering me as much now. So, everything's okay, for now.. ^^;
I had a really nice birthday. I was able to celebrate it with one parent then the next.
I've been going crazy at CDJapan and Sasuga Bookstore. I've bought a bunch of manga, as well as two CD's. One of the CD's is "A" from Hamasaki Ayumi-sensei, the second was the ParaPara Max #5 cd. Great songs!! I also bought some manga which were: Cross Game vol.2 (still hasn't arrived yet), Makoto-chan (why? I don't know), Chibi Maruko-chan vol.1.
Well, I've gotta go..we have more remolding on our house, some guys who are working on the house are giving me bad looks. I could give a fuck!! :D