Tomorrow is my 24th birthday!! Hopefully it'll be enjoyful...^^;

[fukai_otaku]

Well..here it is, another b-day!! 2-4. I feel as though I can't celebrate it or be happy. Too much stress going on. We've moved, yet there's still crap load of stuff over on Snowdrop, plus things aren't working right, Mom's frustrated as Hell, I'm twitching really bad. I fear as though I may have Tourette's!! My twitches deal with flipping people off!! )X
Craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaappppppppppppp!! I'm not thrilled about this one bit!! ><
I'm scared that I'll say something or DO something offensive at the wrong place at the wrong time!! Like; church or work. I'm screwed if I do anything or say anything!! Plus, I hold everything in now!! I keep thinking about them too, a voice telling me.. "Flip him or her off!" Do it!" T~T WHY!?
Why am I having these fears? Tommorow's my birthday, I should be happy.
Plus, I can't talk about my twitches with anyone in my family!! Not even Mom...this truly, truly sucks!! *wails* ;_;
I just pray to God about them. However, I also want to talk to someone who has this condition as well! I tried J, but he wasn't of any freakin' help...Figures..
Wrong person to ask anyways..how stupid I was to just IM him in the first place..><
Crap... Well, here's to a happy 24 tomorrow... God Bless..Take Care Everybody