Crying Heart
Crying Heart
Fuji-chan
Title: Crying Heart
Author: Fuji-chan
Rating: PG
Warning: it’s too emooo! DX
Genre: angst?
Pairing: Yamada Ryosuke x (anyone you’d like, even yourself XD)
Author’s Notes: This would be my shortest ever fanfic, and I just wrote this a while ago. This fic is kind of…interactive? I decided not to put any specific pairing with Yamada, so anyone who read this can make their own Yamada x _______ pairing. But this is kind of negative, so just don’t pair yourself with Yamada here. XDDDD (I feel like posting right now, but I’m still on hiatus XD)
It’s not my fault I did this; I’m just too irritated at Yabu that I forced myself to do this. Now the anger turned to me. Yamada’s too immature to get angry just for that, that’s not fair either. He just didn’t know how much I love him. Now that dream I have was shattered into pieces.
I went in and of course, saw Yamada. Usually I would smile and say hi, but now we just snobbed each other. Inoo tried to help, but I’m not sure if that really changed his mind. I sat quietly beside a pile of magazines so that I can bore myself with it.
It’s really awkward for us to be alone, so I went out again. Why are the others so late for the meeting, I really don’t like Yamada’s stern aura around. I already said sorry, why won’t he accept it? Do I need a formal speech to explain everything?
I saw Taiga and the other juniors, so I went with them and have some fun. I did smile the whole time, but it’s not the usual one that I always wear around Yamada. Taiga came close to me and noticed that something is wrong with me, “Are you okay? Something bothering you?”
I’m not sure if I’m okay, and I don’t want to blame him for bothering me, “No, maybe I just really feel bad.”
“Are you sick or something?” he really sound worried. I’m sorry Taiga-kun.
Lovesick? Yes, “I think so.”
“Then I think you should go home.”
“No. I’ll just go back to our dressing room. Maybe the guys are there now,” going back home won’t help anything.
Good thing some are already there when I went back. As I took a glance at Yamada, my chest began to hurt, but surprisingly, no tears went out. I guess it was because I’m not used to crying.
“Hey Yamada,” I tried, to see if he’ll respond like old times.
“Un.”
Guess all I can do now is either hope that he’ll still forgive me or give up and let him like that forever.
Even though my face looks like stone, my heart will now always be crying.
OWARI -_-""
Fuji-chan
Title: Crying Heart
Author: Fuji-chan
Rating: PG
Warning: it’s too emooo! DX
Genre: angst?
Pairing: Yamada Ryosuke x (anyone you’d like, even yourself XD)
Author’s Notes: This would be my shortest ever fanfic, and I just wrote this a while ago. This fic is kind of…interactive? I decided not to put any specific pairing with Yamada, so anyone who read this can make their own Yamada x _______ pairing. But this is kind of negative, so just don’t pair yourself with Yamada here. XDDDD (I feel like posting right now, but I’m still on hiatus XD)
It’s not my fault I did this; I’m just too irritated at Yabu that I forced myself to do this. Now the anger turned to me. Yamada’s too immature to get angry just for that, that’s not fair either. He just didn’t know how much I love him. Now that dream I have was shattered into pieces.
I went in and of course, saw Yamada. Usually I would smile and say hi, but now we just snobbed each other. Inoo tried to help, but I’m not sure if that really changed his mind. I sat quietly beside a pile of magazines so that I can bore myself with it.
It’s really awkward for us to be alone, so I went out again. Why are the others so late for the meeting, I really don’t like Yamada’s stern aura around. I already said sorry, why won’t he accept it? Do I need a formal speech to explain everything?
I saw Taiga and the other juniors, so I went with them and have some fun. I did smile the whole time, but it’s not the usual one that I always wear around Yamada. Taiga came close to me and noticed that something is wrong with me, “Are you okay? Something bothering you?”
I’m not sure if I’m okay, and I don’t want to blame him for bothering me, “No, maybe I just really feel bad.”
“Are you sick or something?” he really sound worried. I’m sorry Taiga-kun.
Lovesick? Yes, “I think so.”
“Then I think you should go home.”
“No. I’ll just go back to our dressing room. Maybe the guys are there now,” going back home won’t help anything.
Good thing some are already there when I went back. As I took a glance at Yamada, my chest began to hurt, but surprisingly, no tears went out. I guess it was because I’m not used to crying.
“Hey Yamada,” I tried, to see if he’ll respond like old times.
“Un.”
Guess all I can do now is either hope that he’ll still forgive me or give up and let him like that forever.
Even though my face looks like stone, my heart will now always be crying.
OWARI -_-""