Sep 20, 2006 07:33
After posting about my agoaraphobia and being in the house after my surgeries..I realized I needed to get out. So I started just going places with no time limits or major missions! i applied for a couple of jobs and one called me back and I got hired on the spot. I almost wanted to tell the lady that I wasnt confident with myself but decided to keep it to myself. What she didnt know wont hurt her! Well I am back. My personality is humurous and I feel like the old Noel again. It is amazing! I always knew when it came to phobias you had to face them right on....but I was soooooooo afraid. but I did it and everything is fine. Now I have to tell myself not to think to much..or blow things out of proportion! I do deep breathing before I go to work and that helps alot.Just wanted to share with you because with the "FUNK" I was in I honestly thought it was forever. Some others mentioned they were agoraphobic also, especially after surgeries..and I want you to know there is a decent world out there! And If I can do it..dam it,anyone can!!