Aug 29, 2006 23:27
I wrote awhile ago that I have been suffering from agoraphobia after undergoing several major surgeries.Well its time to get out of the house. I cant do this any more! I recieved a call from a pharmacy asking me to come in for an interview this thursday. EEKS! I was totally freaked out. Then I thought what the hay..I am 50 now.Been there done that. I can do the interview and impress her too.I have to build up my self esteem, its seems like im the only one thats gonna do that.And with all my anxiety and such I am confident that getting out of the house will do me wonders.I realized the other day I have too much time on my hands to think and create scenarios in my head. Most of them with very negative endings. not good..not good at all.So wish me luck on Thursday.My hubby is still with Ford/Visteon and the future is so bleak at that place. But once again whatever happens we will have to deal with. I went shopping today for my grandsons 1st birthday. There are so many differnt toys out there it drives you crazy! i found a radio flyer retro rocket that is so cool!! Its low enuff that he can sit on it,it had a stearing wheel and all kinds of buttons to press for "TAKE OFF'etc!!The seat serves as a compartment for treasures..how cool is that!! With all the bells and whistles..and how can you beat a radio flyer toy!! I am glad I found it,its very cool, for a very cool baby. If any of you fo to 'YOUTUBE" there is a video of him signing the word "MORE" and the sound effects in the video are hilarious! Its under...Lucas Signs. If I ever get my poop together ill learn how to paste the website...duh!!!! Gotta go,ruff up my bassett hound!!!!