life sucks
life sucks
everyday
i hate who i was yesterday
i dread who i'll be tomorrow
everyday
i'll hate myself a bit more
it's amazing how much hatred can be contained
everyday
i'll look back and go 'what a fucktard'
and regret everything i've done, the things i've said
everyday
i'll dread what kind of idiotic shit i'll do tomorrow
the moronic things i'll say
the person i'll be
everyday
i wonder if my stupid actions and words will affect anyone else
but then again, i can't turn back time and take that back.
i guess, i'll just hate who i was yesterday
and hate myself a bit more with each passing day
'why won't you learn to love yourself?' she said
if i did, i would be a pompous fucktard, the exact thing i detest.
wait, that's only when i'm too narcisstic to be true
i guess i prefer hating myself (masochism, masochism!)
it's just part of life isn't it?
the people i've affected in a bad way, i can't do shit about it
but then again, i don't really give a fuck
life sucks, get over it
i'll just continue hating myself for the rest of my life
and doing idiotic things along the way, saying moronic stuff
oh well, i don't really care
so much blabbering
tch.
Fuelboy/Samsonne