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holy shit i fucking suck. i just had this huge long update typed up and i accidently closed out the lj screen. so here's a quick recap on what i wrote. i thought i was over her. but i don't thikn so. or maybe today is just a hard day where i fucking remember everything. i fucking hate having feelings and emotions right now. and i've decided that i'm going to be alone for ever cause no one in their right mind would get with someone like me. fuck i wish i hadn't closed out the lj screen. god i'm a fucking idiot. ok enough with this i might write in here again later.