firequirks

Jul 04, 2005 22:54

god, what a fucking bitch of a day. i had to be at work at 8. it really sucked. just made me mad. then my bosses told me i wasn't doing a good job. they actually took me into an office and said there were some things i had not done well. in four years i do nothing but good fucking work for that place and i have one off day in which i wasn't maybe the best i've ever been, and they call me on it. the stupid thing is, it made me feel really bad. i just felt terrible. but oh well. only a month more. then never again. ever.
to top it all off i am just horribly lonely. i have nobody to hang out with or talk to. or anything. i just feel isolated. i don't like it at all. i want to talk to people, drive around, do stupid things. go to movies. bowling. i don't know. i just need some social contact.
one good thing happened: after work i came home and went on a STELLAR run. one for the ages. that made me feel really fucking good for about an hour. now i am just tired as fuck and don't want to go to work at 9 tomorrow. i really don't want to go back. so goddamn sick of that place. fuck. just want to never go back. i am leaving now.

oliver north for senate? you don't know the half of it.
my goal is to win the order of canada. it's the highest honour the canadian government gives out.
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