in hot water at home

[fuckthesunrise]

so, i didn't get my dad anything for father's day. i felt ok about it. and he didn't say anything about it. so, ok. i got my financial aid package today. it is not a package. i got less in loans than i did last year and not a dime of aid. so here is the picture: i am trying to talk to the guy in charge of financial aid. if he gets me nothing, i may have to leave mizzou. and... i don't know what to say. i am just shocked. not a single dollar of aid. i simply cannot keep going their without aid. so. that is that. i am very upset about it. very. but there really isn't anything i can do now. i just have to hope this guy gets me some aid. or i need to start looking for other options. something always goes wrong for me at that school. fucking why? why? i have no idea. well, i am out of here.

my own sign says, "i'm sorry, i'm smokin."