Been a long time, shouldn't a left you

Jun 27, 2005 00:45

Without a dope beat to step to!

I thought I was tired, but apparently I am still awake and here. What's been up, guys? Really? Wow.

peachgrrl, I want you to come back already! I'm super interested in your dream book and decoding my odd subconscious actions.

fucking_justin is finally 21, and let me tell you, we celebrated in style. It was awesome! Judging from the way the night unfolded, I kind of felt like I was making up for my lack of alcohol intake on my own 21st birthday [and all the time that's gone by since], hahaha. nikkispencer played mommy for us, which was really really amazing of her! Thanks Nikki, good lookin' out! Really though, everything was hilarious. We had a bunch of random people chatting up our table which was very fun. They were cool and not annoying, thank goodness. Tanya's love for a certain boy was more than returned [I'd say he gave it back 10-fold] and me, well to my surprise I got some lovin', too! [Not like that, dirty birds. I am still me, you know.] loveisimmortal, thanks for pushing me out the door! I totally love you for it. Although... now, I am broken. Darn it all to hell! You know what though, Shay? I really think I can be over it. He's too incredible. I will continue to lust after the guy; there's just nothing I can do about it. It's no secret I have a weakness for musicians!

Booooo, my DVD drive is no longer working and it makes me sad [and a bit angry]. I chatted with a tech support agent earlier who told me to do a system restore but that failed to work. I've got two other ways she told me I can try to fix it, and I hope to God one works, because I want to watch my movie and import music! If they don't it looks like I'm going to have to brave it and call. Ugh, I hate that though, they're always so hard to understand.

In other news [what am I saying?] I cut a good chunk of my hair off [or, rather, my hairstylist aunt did] and I have to say, I'm really enjoying it. It's super. Thooper, even. I've always had a - well, I wouldn't call it a fear - just, I was always reluctant to cut my hair this short. I was convinced it would look horrible, but hey, I like being wrong sometimes! It's fun. Do you guys agree that whatever you do to your hair seems to translate into bigger meaning than it sounds? Like, cutting your hair or doing something to change it can be traumatizing and really scary. It's like you hold a lot of who you are in your hair - at least I did. I know, that sounds totally strange and I think I'm making absolutely zero sense, but hey, I understand it! Haha. I remember crying when I was young and my aunt cut my hair really short one time. I just felt so awful! So... un-me. But this - this feels right.

Okay, I'm really giving in to sleep soon, and if I'm going to do that, then I've got to go try these other supposed remedies for my broken drive, otherwise I won't be able to sleep 'cause I'll be thinking about it and wondering.

Peace out, playas!
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