Mar 07, 2008 17:08
blah what a week of shit.
didn't get fucking paid yet again by stinkers safeway.
called. told i'd be gotten back to. never was.
went to work all fucken day yesterday. 9 hours. no break until i reminded them i need an hour.
got yelled at for having a drink. nice. told them to fuck off and not speak to me that way in front of customers as its demeaning, i look like a fool and they look like a bitch to the customer. told them not to tell me what to do cuz ive already been in their position and know when theyre talking bullshit and when theyre telling the truth cuz ive worked for the company for almost five years.
its really boring the bollocks off me. i just get so mad. people look like ur a fuckin idiot... like u cant do anything except work at safeway... my how ive moved on. i used to bitch about safeway but i quite enjoyed it. i guess ive moved on. my life hasnt though clearly...
im too tired to be angry. ive cried enough tears to fill an ocean this week and now my eyes are permanently red.
uni sucks. the wankers in my media tut are all 18 and dumb as fuck. guess im at an advantage. the tutor seems to like me as i seem to be the only person who could explain the differences between american and european theories of media and knew about marxism. if you dont know about marxism ur in the wrong subject honey-pies and its NOT that hard to spot the differences between the two ways of thinking because its in the readings. its really NOT hard.
i think i realise now that i was just putting my self down last time but it did bore the bollocks of me. i actually did learn stuff. so maybe ill have a shot at passing well.
god im too tired even to go on...
im welllllllll over life. gah.